Woke up with my eyes like pits. I look like I have spent all night at Fight Club..(Shhh-not sopose to talk about it 
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I have to buy Keith a birthday present soon. He turns 33 on Saturdau. I love him so much. I feel bad that he has to see me be such a dusche. I use to be able to hide it better....
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I have to buy Keith a birthday present soon. He turns 33 on Saturdau. I love him so much. I feel bad that he has to see me be such a dusche. I use to be able to hide it better....
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raziel666:
I beleive he loves you for you,probmles and all.About the smokeing,it does take time-it is one of the hardest things to get over,ya just have to redirect yourself when the urge comes up.I wish you the best.
amillahhighlife:
Thanks babe!
Just slit my wrist now
anthea:
what? Fiona Apple is a really really wonderful artist...
when singing this song she was not trying to be her best, but she was expressing her feelings to that someone special.
when singing this song she was not trying to be her best, but she was expressing her feelings to that someone special.
I am still fucking sick!! 
11:01 a.m. Somewhere in NY. Sunny day. The geese are honking outside and the bugs that make those wierd chirping/moraca sounds are doing their thang.....a nice saturday in surburbia.
I have not had sex in over two weeks, if not more
I'm too depressed to worry about this. I hav to go to the court house and get my name...
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11:01 a.m. Somewhere in NY. Sunny day. The geese are honking outside and the bugs that make those wierd chirping/moraca sounds are doing their thang.....a nice saturday in surburbia.
I have not had sex in over two weeks, if not more
I'm too depressed to worry about this. I hav to go to the court house and get my name...
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I went with Special K to see The Dark Knight yesterday evening. It was really fucking good ya'll. I am not the biggest Heath L fan. He's a good enough actor and whatnot, but I wasn't one of these people who thought he was incredible, extremly talented, ect ect. He was good..I could care less..blah blah...his death was a tradgedy..blah blah...but man, after I saw...
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viejo:
Not yet, but an "at home" shot would be em-bare ass-ing, if you get my meaning. Once I get a little better, I'll get someone to shoot me at practice. 
Good evening Suicide Land. I am sick. I got the sore throat and am feeling a bit weak and tired. Came home, ate a salad, and totally crashed. I will be crashing again soon
Went to Long Island this weekend to see my cousin Tricanne get married. She had a small bohemian wedding. Her husband plays in a rockband and shes a massage therapist. They're...
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Went to Long Island this weekend to see my cousin Tricanne get married. She had a small bohemian wedding. Her husband plays in a rockband and shes a massage therapist. They're...
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acidevangelist:
Remember the old Roadrunner cartoons when Wile E. Coyote looked at the Roadrunner and fantasized that he looked like a chicken leg or some shit? Maybe Big L is doing the same with you. Is it usually right before lunchtime?
hollyjhomicide:
lol..come 2 think of it, lunch is one of the only times i see her.
I had very violent dreams last night. I got into several fights in my dream with subjects who only partially instigated shit...I mean, they were assholes. I don't know if being a asshole warrents me trying to pop your eyes out with my fingers, but in dreamland it does
I am a firm believer that dreams tell you whats really going on in your heart...
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I am a firm believer that dreams tell you whats really going on in your heart...
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easylazyrider:
The best thing to do is to write them down. It works for me, I understand myself better after reading it later the same day. It had also help my Cotenant to write a poetry book haha
amillahhighlife:
A man has to do what he has to do. Unfortunately, There has been nobody to curl up to for sometime now. That shit just came out the blue. All good though 
thefreddy:
About Haunted:
Read the story about the boy in the swimming pool. Sickest shit ever.
Read the story about the boy in the swimming pool. Sickest shit ever.
Curl up with your vodka bottle
hopefully she'll soon have more curves then me
I told you before I don't want kids honey
no I don't want you when your helpless and
smelling like a waste of 25 dollars
I rather be home alone with my bones
and the rawness in my stomach from the taste of arsenic
July the 4rth sucked so bad, you...
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hopefully she'll soon have more curves then me
I told you before I don't want kids honey
no I don't want you when your helpless and
smelling like a waste of 25 dollars
I rather be home alone with my bones
and the rawness in my stomach from the taste of arsenic
July the 4rth sucked so bad, you...
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amillahhighlife:
Sorry baby. I really am. Mine wasn't to hot either. If ya need a shoulder, hit me up.
amillahhighlife:
Only if I had a proper distraction.
Went to Halo last night after the movie with Keith. Its the newest bar around these parts. I actaully really liked it. We were the only patrons there for awhile, so the bartender was just talking to us. Turned out he was a struggling film maker/actor/writier, and so Keith and I began talking to him about the arts and what not. We talked about books...
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amillahhighlife:
Read Johnathan Lethem's "Fortress of Solitude". You will love it! 
Or Choke, by the guy who wrote Fight Club. It's gonna be a movie soon.
Or "The Master & Margarita" by Bulgakov. A personal favorite
Or Choke, by the guy who wrote Fight Club. It's gonna be a movie soon.
Or "The Master & Margarita" by Bulgakov. A personal favorite