Good evening Suicide Land. I am sick. I got the sore throat and am feeling a bit weak and tired. Came home, ate a salad, and totally crashed. I will be crashing again soon
Went to Long Island this weekend to see my cousin Tricanne get married. She had a small bohemian wedding. Her husband plays in a rockband and shes a massage therapist. They're from brooklyn. Love love love-wish I lived there.
Still reading Haunted. I usaully am not this slow of a reader, but I just get so busy.
Need to start aparmtent hunting soon and I mos def need to make plans to remove some of my furniture. At this point I will gladly get a smaller place in need be. I'd prefer not to, but a girls got to do what a girls got to do.
Can I just tell you all that there are several older women at my office that I really don't like. 2 women in their mid 30's-40 years and smoke, and this big women who stares at me at any work fuction where food is involved. The 2 smoker ladies I use to be friendly with, especially one. I use to celebrate her bday with her and everything. Now she never talks to me. I suspect it is because of this mutual friend we once had, who was a CRAZY bitch, who I am almost 100% certain tried to turn the office agaisnt me, because I was the more "popular" one. For awhile, no one fell for it-probably cuz I was always around, but after some events I decided I didn't want to be involved with anyone who participated in office gossip/drama, which is 90% of the people at my job. Needless to say, I literally coaught people planning a party, where I was not invited. To speed up the story I stopped going out to smoke with these laides cuz obviously they were not my real friends, and I just stopped dealing with any bullshit.
Still, I hate assholes and its so rude when your walking down a hall and say hello and a person doesn't reply. Now I don't say hello and even if eye contact is made I walk by like I don't know anyone. Fakes!! I think how the girl really succeeded in getting some people to turn against me was because she has a eating disorder and once I realised that I didn't want to hang out with her. I know that sounds harsh, but itg just wasn't good for me. All she ever talked about was food weight, and if someone said something to me like "oh Holly. You look skinny, or Holly you look pretty" she would literally would pull me aside after and ask "why are people complimenting you and not me? Am I not good enough?
See what I mean??? Whack!
As for the smoker ladies, one is nicer then the other, but the one I use to be close to...I just think shes a real witch now and hope she smells like turds for a very long time
Onto the big lady. We will call her "L" and all she does is look at me. This has always been like this, even when I was friends with more people in the office. I give her dirty looks back. Shes a fucking bitch with a staring problem and I find her as attractive as a hairy mole with a big whitehead and blackhead on it, that resembles maggots.
Went to Long Island this weekend to see my cousin Tricanne get married. She had a small bohemian wedding. Her husband plays in a rockband and shes a massage therapist. They're from brooklyn. Love love love-wish I lived there.
Still reading Haunted. I usaully am not this slow of a reader, but I just get so busy.
Need to start aparmtent hunting soon and I mos def need to make plans to remove some of my furniture. At this point I will gladly get a smaller place in need be. I'd prefer not to, but a girls got to do what a girls got to do.
Can I just tell you all that there are several older women at my office that I really don't like. 2 women in their mid 30's-40 years and smoke, and this big women who stares at me at any work fuction where food is involved. The 2 smoker ladies I use to be friendly with, especially one. I use to celebrate her bday with her and everything. Now she never talks to me. I suspect it is because of this mutual friend we once had, who was a CRAZY bitch, who I am almost 100% certain tried to turn the office agaisnt me, because I was the more "popular" one. For awhile, no one fell for it-probably cuz I was always around, but after some events I decided I didn't want to be involved with anyone who participated in office gossip/drama, which is 90% of the people at my job. Needless to say, I literally coaught people planning a party, where I was not invited. To speed up the story I stopped going out to smoke with these laides cuz obviously they were not my real friends, and I just stopped dealing with any bullshit.
Still, I hate assholes and its so rude when your walking down a hall and say hello and a person doesn't reply. Now I don't say hello and even if eye contact is made I walk by like I don't know anyone. Fakes!! I think how the girl really succeeded in getting some people to turn against me was because she has a eating disorder and once I realised that I didn't want to hang out with her. I know that sounds harsh, but itg just wasn't good for me. All she ever talked about was food weight, and if someone said something to me like "oh Holly. You look skinny, or Holly you look pretty" she would literally would pull me aside after and ask "why are people complimenting you and not me? Am I not good enough?
See what I mean??? Whack!
As for the smoker ladies, one is nicer then the other, but the one I use to be close to...I just think shes a real witch now and hope she smells like turds for a very long time
Onto the big lady. We will call her "L" and all she does is look at me. This has always been like this, even when I was friends with more people in the office. I give her dirty looks back. Shes a fucking bitch with a staring problem and I find her as attractive as a hairy mole with a big whitehead and blackhead on it, that resembles maggots.
acidevangelist:
Remember the old Roadrunner cartoons when Wile E. Coyote looked at the Roadrunner and fantasized that he looked like a chicken leg or some shit? Maybe Big L is doing the same with you. Is it usually right before lunchtime?
hollyjhomicide:
lol..come 2 think of it, lunch is one of the only times i see her.