hollyjhomicide

I think I have a cavity. The wisdom tooth on my right side is looking sorta black; sorta hurts. I mean, technically I have already know that I have a cavity in that tooth but I have been avoiding going to the dentist for a long time. It cost 800 dollars to get my left side done four years back.

I am watching brokedown palace and chewing gum. I want a cigarette and I am not sure why. I guess because I am bored and lazy. I am bleeding and I am not sure why. I took my pill ls late a couple of days ago, and maybe thats why, but geez....

I Shit! I was sopose to go out and buy some powdered creamer and equal for my coffee tomorrow. I guess I could still go out. uggghhh


I feel so blah and sad. I want to kiss. I want to fuck. Don't remember the last time I've fucked. Its been afew days for sure. Why?? don't remember. Maybe I was tired or felt sick or crazy. Thinks like that keep me from getting my grrove on.

Has anyone ever had a clove. I love how they smell. I wonder how they taste. I have never smoked one before. I hate how they look. They look like anorexic cigars.

I need to go and get waxed. Its been a really long time.

The heat in NYC is awful. I want to be at the beach..a CLEAN beach with clear water. Not nasty jersey shore water. Goo.

I FEEL CRAZY