holliday

Ok, so I just wrote this long entry...and it was so boring, it nearly put me to sleep.

There simply isn't anything exciting going on in my life right now...I mean, besides the whole living my dream thing...

I dig school like a mother fucker. Regardless of how freaked out I am that I might not be able to pull it off. I mean, I just take it one class at a time and deal with shit when I get there. Like, I expect to have some problems when we get into the electrical system...but why worry about that right now? Right now I'm concentrating on getting my weld quality consistant and passing my I-CAR certification test (sometime this week).

I dig my job like a mother fucker. It's definitely something I need to develop some skills at. I'm studying my shot list and I've been told I need to work on my speed. Personally, I don't think I need to work on my speed. I mean, if I'm alone behind the bar and there are 10 people waiting for drinks...SOMEBODY's gonna have to wait, right? I'd rather serve a beer with a smile than in a big hurry.

I've started to develop a fan base though and that's cool. The bikers that came in yesterday seem to adore me. Plus, we start oil wrestling sometime in the next week or two, which should be VERY cool.

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Life is good...I'm just kinda lonely, I guess. It doesn't hit me so much during the week, since I'm so busy with school and crap. It's just weekends, when everyone I know goes home and I'm left to myself.

I expect that will change as time goes on. I mean, I've only been here a little over a month, so the fact that I don't have any real close friends shouldn't surprise me.

And the fact that everyone I know wants to date my sorry ass (which is so completely ludicrous) makes it worse. Don't they know? I don't date!!!

Clearly they didn't get the memo...