holliday

I'm fried...totally fried...my brain that is...

Spent all day in the welding lab (and all yesterday too). Have I told you how much I love that shit?! Fuck yeah!!

I'm heading to work in a few hours...so I went to school with my hair all up in pins and a hankie...yeah, I look like Rosie the fucking Rivitor, so the fuck what?!

That head welding guy, Mr. G, pulled me aside and suggested I not wear the hankie, since it's red...and I DO go to a school full of gangsters and criminals. I told him I'd switch to MY gang colors on Monday...pink, baby!

Finally got some news on that SG set I sent in a million years ago. Seems they never received it. My photographer (actually one of many) steveneurotic is zipping it all up and emailing it out today, so hopefully there will be word sometime in the next few weeks.

Mr. G took an awful lot of extra time with me and army dude today to help us with our welds. For some reason he's taken a particular shine to the two of us. He gives us new equipment and shows us, hands on, how to improve. He doesn't do this for the other kids.

Having a cold totally sucks. I'm sick and I'm tired, and I've started to sleep in 2-3 hour shifts when I can find the time to try and make up for all the hours I'm NOT sleeping.

I fucking dig it though. I'm good under pressure and I'll do whatever I have to do to survive out here.

Badcop wrote in his journal about this dream he had about being a hostage and killing Hitler. Last night I dreamed about plucking and shaping my eyebrows...what the fuck does that say about ME?!