holliday

Not much to say today...

Just some dumb bitches getting in my face at work.

Had big ol' plans to paint my magical minivan today...but seems the weather didn't get the memo...so it's rainy and wet instead.

If I can't get sunshine? Can I get some red wine and Ella Fitzgerald instead?

Holidays suck.

I've got no family to speak of and while I have friends all over the country...none of them happen to be here in Houston.

Truth is...I'd entirely forgotten that it was Thanksgiving, which sorta threw a wrench into my 'To Do' list plans. What, with shit being closed and all that.

So no...I didn't have any special plans.

I headed to work...thinking I'd...
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Time passes and time closes in.

I am ever so slowly crossing things off my 'To Do' list.

Just yesterday I finally got my stereo installed in my magical little minivan...

It's amazing what you can get done with $30 and a quick flash of some boob.

New profile pic...taken about ten minutes ago...

This is what I feel like most of the time...sitting here with my stupid straw walmart cowboy hat on to keep the hair out of my face...last nights make up still smeared under my eyes...always in some state of hungover...drunkeness...

I'm a moody bitch. Get used to it.

Sometimes I'll make you laugh so hard you'll piss your...
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MONTEREY TRIP...REVISITED...

Arrived at the Houston airport with time to spare in the back of a hired luxery sedan...because yeah, that's how I do that....only to find that there was some kind of delay. Not that they'd tell us what was going on...or what we should do...other than that we should just jump on the back of this really long line which then didn't move...
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Well here we are ladies and gentlemen...it's 5:43AM and I'm up having a cup of java.

It's dark and kinda spooky with the sun not up. It's awful quiet out here.

Remember when I did this every morning?
Again, I just don't know how I did this for so long.
It's no wonder I was as exhausted by the time I graduated!

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By 8:20...
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VETERAN'S DAY SHINANIGANS...

Work was deader than shit. I'd entirely forgotten that it was a holiday, which means, no perverts to fill my wallet with bennies....

Contacted some local buddies...NorCal was off in louisianna for some reason, but Marcus was partying So off I went...

And...holding to tradition...the minute I show up, boobies are flashing everywhere. Can't explain the phenomenon...just seems folks are desperate to...
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A RETURN TO THE DARKSIDE...

Showed up to work last night with my nightly portion of whiskey.

I was also armed with my big bottle of water...seeing as the bladder infection was caused by my diet of nothing more than coffee, tomato soup, and large amounts of bourbon...I'm trying not to go down that road again...

Sat for an hour debating when to begin the...
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FINAL DAY...FORCED SOBRIETY...

My co-workers are counting the minutes before I can drink again...apparently they don't like the sober Holliday.

My other friends suggest I don't jump back into the bourbon.

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Funny thing happened though...sometime around 6pm...mid-conversation with my pea Sinatrasdoll...right when I would have been fixing myself my first coctail of the evening...I had a craving for tea instead...

It was so...
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Five days down...two to go...

Sobriety still sucks...but I think the worst is over.

The first few days were torture...but I think now I've gotten a little more accustomed to it.

Can't say I like being so clear headed...but I'm trying to use this time wisely. Emotionally anyway...can't say much for my productivity...

Spent hours chatting with my darling Doineanta online which helped me immensly....
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Sobriety sucks...

Four days down...three days to go...

Not that I don't enjoy not waking up without a hang over...
Not that I don't enjoy not falling asleep/passing out in this here armchair instead of making it into bed...

Still...sobriety sucks ass...

My friend Aaron, who's also recently given up the drink in liue of medication, says that he's come to enjoy it. He states...
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So I haven't had a drink in two days.

I decided to be responsible and go to the doctor about my lil' ol' bladder infection...found out that's all it was (thank goodness)...and ended up on medication for a week...

And while I'm glad that it's just a bladder infection and not something a whole lot less fun...this sucks.

True...true...I am fully aware that over this...
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