i am the worst friend in the world
no one should ever want to be my friend. This morning at 6 am my 'best' friend calls me "do you know what yesterday was?" me: uhh oh ya your birthday im sorry. So she yelled at me for a bit, said i was a pathetic best friend and hung up on me. I cried all morning. I feel TERRIBLE! i dont want to be her friend anymore, i am a bad friend and she doesnt deserve that. Plus shes always gonna throw it in my face. I am a bitch. I mean nothing is worse than what i did, well besides make out with her bf, or kill her family. But this is surly number three! I dont even know what i was thinking, i thought about calling her like a million times yesterday, but never to say happy fucking birthday. I am so selfish. I am a horrible best friend. On Thurs she told me i wasnt even her best friend though. That she doesnt trust me, and i mean if she doesnt trust me how do i trust her. it broke my heart to hear it, and i didnt want to talk to her anymore. Fuck proving my trust now. Thats the straw that broke the camels back, or something along those lines
no one should ever want to be my friend. This morning at 6 am my 'best' friend calls me "do you know what yesterday was?" me: uhh oh ya your birthday im sorry. So she yelled at me for a bit, said i was a pathetic best friend and hung up on me. I cried all morning. I feel TERRIBLE! i dont want to be her friend anymore, i am a bad friend and she doesnt deserve that. Plus shes always gonna throw it in my face. I am a bitch. I mean nothing is worse than what i did, well besides make out with her bf, or kill her family. But this is surly number three! I dont even know what i was thinking, i thought about calling her like a million times yesterday, but never to say happy fucking birthday. I am so selfish. I am a horrible best friend. On Thurs she told me i wasnt even her best friend though. That she doesnt trust me, and i mean if she doesnt trust me how do i trust her. it broke my heart to hear it, and i didnt want to talk to her anymore. Fuck proving my trust now. Thats the straw that broke the camels back, or something along those lines
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illstabyou:
I wouldn't sweat it -- if she is your best friend (despite what she told you), she'll forgive you for it. Stuff like that happens. If I don't have everyone's birthday marked on a calendar, I'd never remember anyone's birthday.
lucky_16:
Fuck it. I never remember birthdays. Apologise, sing Happy Birthday, and get on with it Don't lose a friend over pothead memory! 