holdenwrites

Had my first big job interview yesterday. It went surprisingly well, but I'm still waiting to hear back from them. In the mean time I'm gonna have to find something else. Can't afford to sit around waiting for something just because it'd be nice to have. Either way, wish me luck.

In other news, I think I'm actually getting somewhere with this idea that I've...
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I need to figure out a way to meet like-minded people. The only problem with that is that I'm anti-social and a homebody. That makes things difficult on both ends.
Either way, I can't spend the rest of my time in this new city with no one but my brother, my roommate and their friends. I get along with them great and am really close...
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So, I'm back.
A lot has changed in the months that I've been gone. First off, I'm moving up to Chicago in two days. I've decided that if I ever wanted my life to change for the better, that I'd have to start the change myself.
I'll be posting details in the next few days or so. Things are pretty hectic right now, and I...
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Anonymity is the cowards way out.
Random "I love you"s are for the weak. When you love someone you should tell them, regardless of how you think they'll react. If you really do love them, then fear shouldn't be able to kill it.

Just canceled my account here.
I'm tired of all my favorite models leaving, there's really no point in me staying here.
Take care.

Last night I had three choices:
1) Stab my assistant manager(and friend of 6 years) for cursing me out and threatening my job after staying an extra hour to help her clean up the store.
2) Clock out and leave after said incident.
3) Keep cleaning up the store, finish, and wait until I get on shift today to talk to my manager about how...
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Blah, blah, blah, bullshit, bullshit, bullshit.

Don't you hate vague threats? I get them all the time and they just bother the shit out of me.
"It'll all be over soon."
WHAT will be over? We weren't even talking about anything that could end, or that you have the power to end.

Aside from that, life is alright. I'm working a good amount of hours,...
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So someone broke into my house earlier.
They stole my brother and sister's laptops and nothing else, which is strange as hell.
I have a pretty good idea of who did it, but I'll have to wait until they send a detective over (which they said they'd do on Monday, but this is Miami) before they'll even try and do anything.

The worst part about...
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Happy New Year.

I'm staring off with a tabula rasa. I'm not going to let anyone or anything get in my way anymore, especially not my self-doubt. I'm better than that and the fact that it's taken me this long to realize that is something that angers me. It's just the anger that will help me rekindle that passion that I lost so many years...
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"Anger, intelligence, and wit are ultimately more seductive than zero percent body fat."
- Maria Raha, Cinderella's Big Score

On a completely different note, I think I'm in love with Sid now.