holdenwrites

Blah, blah, blah, bullshit, bullshit, bullshit.

Don't you hate vague threats? I get them all the time and they just bother the shit out of me.
"It'll all be over soon."
WHAT will be over? We weren't even talking about anything that could end, or that you have the power to end.

Aside from that, life is alright. I'm working a good amount of hours,...
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So someone broke into my house earlier.
They stole my brother and sister's laptops and nothing else, which is strange as hell.
I have a pretty good idea of who did it, but I'll have to wait until they send a detective over (which they said they'd do on Monday, but this is Miami) before they'll even try and do anything.

The worst part about...
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Happy New Year.

I'm staring off with a tabula rasa. I'm not going to let anyone or anything get in my way anymore, especially not my self-doubt. I'm better than that and the fact that it's taken me this long to realize that is something that angers me. It's just the anger that will help me rekindle that passion that I lost so many years...
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"Anger, intelligence, and wit are ultimately more seductive than zero percent body fat."
- Maria Raha, Cinderella's Big Score

On a completely different note, I think I'm in love with Sid now.

"Anger, intelligence, and wit are ultimately more seductive than zero percent body fat."
- Maria Raha, Cinderella's Big Score

Also, I'm in love with Sid now.

I have so much to say, but no right to say it.
I'm sick and tired of my sister and what she's doing to herself. I'm angry at the fact that no one can help her and that the more we try, the worse off she seems to get.

In other news, I've had a terrible cough for about two weeks now and I'm pretty...
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Watching Stardust and Before Sunrise in the past two days has almost revitalized my love of...well, love.

To sum up what's been going on with me lately, I've decided to create a list.

-My sister almost got arrested for beating up her boyfriend because he beat the shit out of her friend in a drunken rage.
-My cat ran away (although there's a good chance that my mother just gave her away to be rid of her)
-My sister is well on...
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"Now and then we had a hope that if we lived and were good, God would permit us to be pirates."
-Mark Twain

My portable harddrive contains just over 2000 songs, a few dozen movies, several hundred essays, reports and short stories that I've written over the past few years and copious amounts of porn.
Correction:
My portable harddrive contained all of that. Until today. When I plugged it in and discovered that it was completely corrupted and wouldn't so much as register.
No fear though! Most of...
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My sister ran away a week ago.
We got her back today.
I'd really rather not get into all the shit that we went through, at least not now. Just know that I have a new found respect for my mother. Still think she's crazy, but now I'm thinking it's more of the good kind of crazy than the bad.

Sooo...I just got fired.
Which is a first.