I woke up in the middle of the night last night and had the largest anxiety attack I have ever had. I am extremely lucky I an visiting my mother right now too because I haven't felt more like killing myself in years. Hopefully I will be able to figure out what caused it today so it doesn't happen again tonight though.
I have been spending today almost completely on the internet firstly buying Valentines gifts and then gathering all the information I need to move to Australia. I will be on my way in just 10 months and I'm excited already since I have been finding out all sorts of awesome things like how much money I will be making ($65000 a year) or that I...
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silencia:
You are absolutely phenomenal. Thank you so much for the wonderful gift. Chances are, yours will be the only gift I get (unless my grandmother sends me chocolate), so I am deeply moved by your kind gesture. Thank you once again.
Yes, 2011 will be an amazing year. Good luck with your move!
Xoxo
Yes, 2011 will be an amazing year. Good luck with your move!
Xoxo
psyche:
I am curious about why you mentioned what the job is in a group post but are too secretive to mention it in your blog.
Probably because I trust a group of scientists more than I trust some of the creepy stalkers I get. 
Oh... don't even get me started... I could tell you stories for DAYS... 
It's 14 days till St Valentines Day and it has only just occurred to me when some one asked what gifts I had been given, that though over the years I have given many people flowers, gifts and cards but have never actually been given anything. I'm not complaining or anything I just thought it was weird that I never realised it till now. Then...
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merlowe:
That is a sad affair..my dear.. 
But maybe its because you don't have a wishlist 
But maybe its because you don't have a wishlist
I've been looking after my brothers two year old son for the last few days and even though he is a complete little shit sometimes, most of the time he's a pretty good kid. It has made me a little sad though thinking about how I may never have children of my own. I have been warned that If I did have children there is...
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lumo:
I dunno if I will have kids of my own either for a variety of reasons, but my god children are adopted and many of my friends are adopted. It comes with challenges of its own for sure but I think Its a truly, truly amazing thing to be able to do for a child.
emma1:
If you ask me I think it's real. Looks real. But does it matter? I still want an office like that whether the picture is real or not. 
My goddaughter is two so I know what you are going through. Children can be such a handful at that age. But the time spent with them is well worth it.
My goddaughter is two so I know what you are going through. Children can be such a handful at that age. But the time spent with them is well worth it.
Started training for marathon running today and managed 3.2km. I think it had more to do with 38*C temperature than my fitness though.
lee:
When is the marathon?
anguis:
marathon?? luck with that
marathon?? luck with that
Well it looks like I wont be the only one in my family moving to Australia this year. Both my brother and mother are thinking about moving there too. Though knowing my family we'll all end up in different parts.
In other news I have been working very hard this summer to get out of debt and have so far done quit well by lowering...
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In other news I have been working very hard this summer to get out of debt and have so far done quit well by lowering...
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scarlaa:
Thank you!
I have always thought of my mother as some kind of super women. She's beaten cancer six times and stayed married to my dad for 22 years even though he was at sea for most of that time . She always had amazing meals on the table three times a day and raised myself and my brother and my sisters with what seemed like ease...
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merlowe:
NO I would not take it that way at all..I would take it that she is finally doing something for her for once in her life!! Kudos to her..
I just finished reading Orson Scott Card's latest two novels, The Lost Gate and Pathfinder. As with all his books I really enjoyed them but am left with the feeling that these two trilogies will have sad endings.
Not much else happening in my life right now,except I have started swimming and running for exercise so I dont end up killing my self at my...
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Not much else happening in my life right now,except I have started swimming and running for exercise so I dont end up killing my self at my...
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caprica:
Uh oh... you better relearn all that stuff!!!!!!! I wish I had access to a pool that I could swim laps in.
P.S. I'm feeling quite a bit better today
P.S. I'm feeling quite a bit better today
Since so many of you are enjoying a cold winter I thought I would share my favorite winter fairy tail, it is a Russian tail about Jack Frost who I believe was Odin in his guise as the wanderer.
Once there lived an old widower and his daughter. In due time, the man remarried to an older woman who had a daughter herself from a...
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Once there lived an old widower and his daughter. In due time, the man remarried to an older woman who had a daughter herself from a...
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silencia:
You are such a sweetheart. Thank you.
psyche:
Oh MY GAWD you don't even know the half of it dude... I was up till 7AM beating off last night!!!!!!! I saw God at least 16 times, motherfucker!!!!! I'm so tired yet I can't sleep!!! I swear I'm starting to lose hair! This shit is RUINING MY LIFE!!!! 
Not only that, but I was watching some FUCKED UP porno for like 8 hours straight too. My favorite was the gay bondage movie where the 3 dudes pissed in another guy's mouth. I feel like my brain has melted from watching all that shit.
So to ANYBODY OUT THERE who thinks THEY have a masturbation problem....
Not only that, but I was watching some FUCKED UP porno for like 8 hours straight too. My favorite was the gay bondage movie where the 3 dudes pissed in another guy's mouth. I feel like my brain has melted from watching all that shit.
So to ANYBODY OUT THERE who thinks THEY have a masturbation problem....