H eve ever mentioned how much I hate my mental illness. because I do, I was having a great St plastics day drinking Ishge Baha from 10am to 10pm when I have an anxiety attack when I notice I am surrounded by people I don't really know. Suddenly I cant breath and its like an asthma attack and I pass out for a bit. I...
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Why is it always the creepy gay guys who hit on me. On a bus when I'm drunk and trying to convert me to Christianity at the same time is just wrong. I have no problem with people hitting on me but why cant it at least be guys who don't come off as stalkers or girls who aren't about to pass out drunk.
I want a Toyota
nessy:
niice haha
I had my first official distance run of the year today. The Auckland Round the Bays 8.4km which I ran in 52 minutes which may not seem bad but when compare it to the winner who did it in an amazing 24 minutes it leaves room for improvement.
I am extremely sore at the moment not from the run itself but from the fact I...
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I am extremely sore at the moment not from the run itself but from the fact I...
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I don;t know what to feel right now. I just received an email from my mother saying she is going back to the man who raped her and his children who verbally abuse her. I just cant understand it, she is the strongest woman I know and for the last month had been telling me she was looking forward to starting a new life in...
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emma1:
I feel for you. That is a tough situation. Family issues can be very complicated, frustrating and down right sad.
texy:
Dude 
People are complicated. Well, peoples feelings are complicated.
Has she talked to anyone, or had councilling about the rape? It may be
that she has a fear about starting fresh. This has probably weakened
her so greatly she feels she can start again on her own.. I hope she
doesnt go back there.. sounds like a dark place. I would feel angry
and upset too, but you've got to be strong for her, phone her maybe?
Or email back telling her exactly what she needs to hear:
SHE'S BETTER THAN THAT and that there are people who love her.
Like you
People are complicated. Well, peoples feelings are complicated.
Has she talked to anyone, or had councilling about the rape? It may be
that she has a fear about starting fresh. This has probably weakened
her so greatly she feels she can start again on her own.. I hope she
doesnt go back there.. sounds like a dark place. I would feel angry
and upset too, but you've got to be strong for her, phone her maybe?
Or email back telling her exactly what she needs to hear:
SHE'S BETTER THAN THAT and that there are people who love her.
Like you
I have just signed up to build toilets, orphanages, schools and such in South Africa and Ecuador with VESA. I hope I get accepted as it sounds like an awesome chance to do some good and I'm really excited about it.
kraven:
OOOO I havent heard that yet. I will have to check it out.
merlowe:
Those pictures are terrible..
And the pic you sent me is awesome..I was thinking my cat could not of been that original!!
And the pic you sent me is awesome..I was thinking my cat could not of been that original!!
I just picked up my kit for my first run of the year, even though this one is only 8.4km I some how get the feeling I'm screwed since I have been so busy the last 3 weeks I haven't had the chance to do any running. I am actually quite fit but with running I just cant get my breathing right and after 20...
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merlowe:
Well wonderful news...my advice is to get off the computer and pop into some cute shorts and run sorrow run!!
Oh and take pics of those shorted legs too
Oh and take pics of those shorted legs too
I was very pissed off when I woke this morning as I had met the women of my dreams and I was so incredibly unbelievably fucking happy. Then to wake up and find out she wasn't in fact real made me want to go on a killing spree. I hate dreams so much.