hodssorrow

I woke up today to the discovery that I am going through a bout of depression yet again, I hate how it always sneaks up on me and there's really nothing I can do to get rid of it most of the time without taking drugs except wait it out. Of course every single one of the drugs I've ever tried has given me wonderful side effects like making me narcoleptic or bleeding form my nose and ears. I did try getting on a drug trial last year for a new treatment but got told no because they only wanted people with curable depression and recommended I try all the drugs I have already tried.

The fact that I have now applied for over 30 jobs and haven't had a single reply probably isn't helping my depression much either. Hopefully when I move to Australia next month I might have a bit more luck.