I had my first official distance run of the year today. The Auckland Round the Bays 8.4km which I ran in 52 minutes which may not seem bad but when compare it to the winner who did it in an amazing 24 minutes it leaves room for improvement.
I am extremely sore at the moment not from the run itself but from the fact I... Read More
I don;t know what to feel right now. I just received an email from my mother saying she is going back to the man who raped her and his children who verbally abuse her. I just cant understand it, she is the strongest woman I know and for the last month had been telling me she was looking forward to starting a new life in... Read More
Dude People are complicated. Well, peoples feelings are complicated.
Has she talked to anyone, or had councilling about the rape? It may be
that she has a fear about starting fresh. This has probably weakened
her so greatly she feels she can start again on her own.. I hope she
doesnt go back there.. sounds like a dark place. I would feel angry
and upset too, but you've got to be strong for her, phone her maybe?
Or email back telling her exactly what she needs to hear:
SHE'S BETTER THAN THAT and that there are people who love her.
Like you
I have just signed up to build toilets, orphanages, schools and such in South Africa and Ecuador with VESA. I hope I get accepted as it sounds like an awesome chance to do some good and I'm really excited about it.
I just picked up my kit for my first run of the year, even though this one is only 8.4km I some how get the feeling I'm screwed since I have been so busy the last 3 weeks I haven't had the chance to do any running. I am actually quite fit but with running I just cant get my breathing right and after 20... Read More
Well wonderful news...my advice is to get off the computer and pop into some cute shorts and run sorrow run!!
Oh and take pics of those shorted legs too
I was very pissed off when I woke this morning as I had met the women of my dreams and I was so incredibly unbelievably fucking happy. Then to wake up and find out she wasn't in fact real made me want to go on a killing spree. I hate dreams so much.
I really hate the criminal justice system in my country at times, I was happy when the 3 people woh beat and robbed me each got 4 year sentence. It seems like a fair sentence for assault when all of them plead guilty and 2 of them were under 18. I wasn't happy... Read More
I had a massive panic attack on the bus to uni this morning brought on by my agoraphobia and had to force myself not to throw up. I probably would have had another one on the way home but I am drunk out of my fricking mind right now. One thing is clear I am never taking the bus to university ever again. can probably... Read More
I start my final year of university in 10 hours and am really excited because this year I finally get to do a research project completely by myself. What I'm going to be researching has been done before but I am still pretty excited.
I will be researching the breakdown of plastic shopping bags exposed to weather. But to make it interesting as well as... Read More
People are complicated. Well, peoples feelings are complicated.
yeah i will keep distance for that shit