i observe way too much.... i think i may even watch everyone else living life, so i don't have to.
school is going swimmingly so far!
for a math teacher i have an interesting amalgamation of hansel and bud cort (harold from harold and maude).... not just physically but in the way he expresses himself, the endearing voice changes and even the damned hand motions and body language....
i never thought learning math from a harold and hansel was possible, but it will make my summer that much more amusing.
my writing teacher is a version of my mother who lived sixties the way that i believe my mom wanted too, not stuck in southern oregon... the teacher still hasn't gotten over MLK jr's assasination, her words not mine.... she seems very interesting and i anticipate learning all i can from her and absorbing her uniquness as my own....
this term should be a breeze and when it's taught by intereseting characters like these two i know it won't be dull at least
on to not so pleasant things....
there is still drama happening in the house i was supposed to call home, i have actually been at my mom's since friday, i am hoping to have it all resolved relatively soon. i tried being a bad ass, and i felt horrible because of it, having that much ill will and anger and drama in me actually made me natious at points, i don't understand how people live their lives like that. so i took it down a little and am just being a fair chance hard ass about my decision now.... i'm not going to play dirty all though lord knows i could, if only my stomach would let me, i'll be fair until she forces me not to be, but only because then she's brought it back on herself.if you want details i'll give them to you. but not here in my jouirnal where i have to look at it.
many kisses,
optimistic as usual
Elena
school is going swimmingly so far!
for a math teacher i have an interesting amalgamation of hansel and bud cort (harold from harold and maude).... not just physically but in the way he expresses himself, the endearing voice changes and even the damned hand motions and body language....
i never thought learning math from a harold and hansel was possible, but it will make my summer that much more amusing.
my writing teacher is a version of my mother who lived sixties the way that i believe my mom wanted too, not stuck in southern oregon... the teacher still hasn't gotten over MLK jr's assasination, her words not mine.... she seems very interesting and i anticipate learning all i can from her and absorbing her uniquness as my own....
this term should be a breeze and when it's taught by intereseting characters like these two i know it won't be dull at least
on to not so pleasant things....
there is still drama happening in the house i was supposed to call home, i have actually been at my mom's since friday, i am hoping to have it all resolved relatively soon. i tried being a bad ass, and i felt horrible because of it, having that much ill will and anger and drama in me actually made me natious at points, i don't understand how people live their lives like that. so i took it down a little and am just being a fair chance hard ass about my decision now.... i'm not going to play dirty all though lord knows i could, if only my stomach would let me, i'll be fair until she forces me not to be, but only because then she's brought it back on herself.if you want details i'll give them to you. but not here in my jouirnal where i have to look at it.
many kisses,
optimistic as usual
Elena
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Maybe she is too scary