hippomonki

i was semi productive today... got my paycheck, and my next weeks schedule, i made tennative plans with my dad for sunday and concrete ones with my stepdad for saturday, i work a whopping 10 hours next week, tommorrow i go file unemployment this is ass!
i even managed to get all goth girlied out and hide from the rain in the process... i put on some pants and went out to a soccer game... it wasn't what i expected but the game was good, even if i spent most of my time being anti social with the aid of my phone...
ended up at club21 parts were akward but i can't let the drama whores of the world win now can i? had a good time over all though and got a ride home from miss ryan who was awesome enough to show up...

i've just gotten home.. i put on my pjs and look at my self in the mirror straighting the bottom of my shirt and i realize all i'm missing is the BLT and i could be mother fucking columbia from the rocky horror picture show, hair, make up and all...
and seriously it would have been the perfect night to tell some one ....
My God, I can't stand any more of this.... You chew people up and spit them out again. I loved you. Do you hear me? I loved you! And what did it get me? Yeah I'll tell you, a big nothing. You're like a sponge, you take take take and drain people of their love and emotion. Well I've had enough....

but just like her i'll hold his spot light till the end... when some digruntled blonde shoots me between my fabulous tits.....

all i want right now is some drama free making out, and maybe some hot cuddlefuck action, is that really too much to ask?????