i want to update just because i want to update.....
hmmmmmm.....
did you ever eat paste as a child?
an adolescent?
a teenager?
an adult?
do you want to try it now if you've never done it?
are you trying to figure out where to get some if you have?
i feel weird today, not good, not bad, not even indifferent, just weird, i imagine... Read More
it's monday morning.... and i feel pointedly random....
i have an interview today i'm trying not to be excited about! i won't be going out to play til i get a job*, self imposed rule any leads would be appreciated
do you ever have one of those days when "that's naughty" and "that's snotty" are just too similar?
Hey, I just now got your text sorry. I needed to go to bed early anyway since I was to get up at five and head up to the mountain. Was it fun? I've been wanting to go to that.
i've been on a poetry kick... it gets me out of being angry, it makes me feel better when i read it or even more so when i write it... but a lot of the times it goes unread by the rest of the world because it's not "elena"... some times you need to express yourself with out having your identity attatched to your work... Read More
it was a good night tonight... gotta see my sweet papi... i miss that boy too much sometimes, seriously, he's my boy, it's crazy how much love i have for him.... also got to hang out with the husband, it felt like old times again, and that my friends is awesomeness it was almost like it was this time last year before everything started changing...... Read More
tattoo cravings are kicking in........ need money to waste on body mods...
bandaids on my knees and elbows... hippo barcode.... the church from starry night on the base of my spine the moon from the same painting at the base of my neck...
also been thinking about starting on the 51 dandelion wishes spread every where... and this doesn't even really dent the list....
How right you are... though there are differences between the Chicago and Portland loser-bar scenes. Chicago is grittier, more desperate. Portland is a bit more stagnant and lazy.
No single song that sums you up yet. . . my song associations tend to be much more temporal anyway. The songs of the week are of course highly relevant. The first is a complex, unexpectedly mellifluous blending of not-obviously matching sounds, and the second is just a sweet bossa nova track that sounds like the memory of sunshine on a rainy evening.