I haven't had a hug in years. I haven't had a true friend in over a decade. I haven't had someone hold me when I cried since I was a child. Most people take advantage of what it's like to have people in your life; siblings, friends, family. Try having nothing, no one. No one who's really there. People who say they will be, people who you take care of and love with all your heart, but who turn their back when you turn to them. Being alone is so hard. I'm collapsing, and I don't know what to do.
This IS a cry for help. I can't handle the weight on my shoulders anymore. Someone; anyone. I just need one person, that's all I ask.
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scotttnt:
:) keep your chin up, and feel free to message if you need someone to talk too
elkcrazy32:
Though most of us don't actually know one another we do consider each other friends. You are not alone. We may not be there physically but rest asured we are there for you. Many of us end up on this site because we just need a place to be ourselves and share like interests that may not be totally accepted in our community. The physical touch of a person either of the same or oposite sex can be a powerful thing that can lift us out of a slump for sure, but sometimes just talking to a person that has like interests and the comfort of knowing we've all felt the same at one time in life can open our eyes and lift our spirits allowing us to forge ahead. You are an interesting bueatiful woman who is "surrounded" by men and weoman willing to listen and offer a shoulder when you need it. If you ever find yourself in Alaska rest asured i will be there to give the hug you need, but for now feel free to message if you need a person just to chat with or vent. Hang in there, when you least expect it that person you seek will be there.