hinder

I feel the shifting
right now
although the sun rises
it offers no encouragement toward my will
I don't see days recently, Its just one long day, and sleeping feels more like napping
I feel so patronized by everone, 23 years of lies, I can't afford to be naive now,or jaded, yet I remain sedated
ill tempered

I feel so full of passion
yet no...
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Im gettin real tired of my procrastinating.
Yet I dont know what I want to do

Come on people now
smile on your brother
everybody get together
try to love one anotherrrrr right nowwwwwwwwwwww

Ill be strong when I'm dead

Advancements
Require attention
decisions
Self glancing fits
usually full of it
full of shit

I guess i would be "cooler" if i'd buy some new buttons of old bands.

A picture of my physical self is approaching

i think if I imagine im in a dream it won't matter that Ive hardly slept recently.

it paces itself
leaving spacing
just enough for false feeling
drugs celebrate for false healing

i must hesitate acting usuall
meditate fear with new visuals
suppose im still some close minded
a lump sum of luck to know what I do know
controlling someone else inside
only sampling...
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Im falling to pieces between crease of files and as lives decease desire lays tracks for miles...blah blah blah