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The Salton Sea

I need to bee at more places like that and less places like the internet.

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Fuck the gas;car insurance
I think im going to hit up the cash advance place so I can skip work and get my monk tat colored

Procrastination is the thief of time
darkayngel:
thank you for the compliment, Hinder...i also enjoyed yours...you seem to be quite the interesting man...hope your day is going well; mayhaps i will hear from you again...
kaleidoscopic:
we are all part of the same compost heap!

this is your life and it's ending one minute at time...blackeyed

yes i hate fucking phobias and fears too
but procrastination still rules!
and thanks about the poetry...your constant poetic vibe got that little ball rolling smile

[Edited on Aug 11, 2005 2:09PM]
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Wh a t Wi l l
Ta k e
T o
Be
E n ou g h ??? ?? ?? ? ?

Overcoming my clocks
Times my cop......atop a logic I'm caught......
atop a problem I can't solve.
Im not w rong for being taught to probe....
...but now I know to muchhh of me.
I h i de...despite my eyes... easy ...ease ...tired...unpleased...conversly wired...im...
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kaleidoscopic:
i know what you mean, or at least i can relate. <hug>

i wish you ease in your pain of thinking too much and an end to the fear...but i realize that's more of a process slow-in-coming sort of deal...sigh...

yes...well anyway hope you have cool plans for today and a happy f*n birthday!
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Anger is a Gift
Fuck Hate
kellyjanice:
hey if you want to get into the columbus group get more involved in the community and get some more friends... after that reapply and i will let you in... thanks i am just really picky about the members...
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Taking attentance of all inside voices
Who made who?
Which apprentance decides my choices?

All I ever feel is an impatience toward a passion
I don't want to force it
But im tired
I need release
Please cease this disease
Bring sensation of elation
Like a released fiend

skull
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In repeating mistakes
I saw you in the essense of error
Though some seemed to care
so spared the faults

Arranging these problems creates a logic
Im taught I can overcome my issues with tissues & time
But the weight seems to fit as much as I hate it
My back isn't broken from the weight of my problems.
You see these fucked up things...
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Gas bill money went to my first camera
fuckin date
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comfort
please comfort
murder stress
hurdle this mess
its saturday 7am
plans pictured thin
my books
my words
my ideas
my knowledge
my inspiration
my soul
my self evolution
my self I have away from everyone
sways and lays upon a grave
not to die
just to grieve in amazement
im dying of unmotivation
i tried to find my passion
applied eyes and ears to...
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I was so adorably depressed yesterday
Today Im a horror movie
like a hex pressed on me
Im just synical
possessed with half cocked intelect and violence
i repeat its silent
drink
smoke
drink smoke
Im as repititious as my enemies
fucking time
i try
i want a clock tattoo
with a my callaused hands fracturing its demands
fuck
smoke
drink
repeat
repeat my violence...
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xiiibullets:
Dude i love your writing.. I just read through some of your journals after reading your post on depression outlet...


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I feel the shifting
right now
although the sun rises
it offers no encouragement toward my will
I don't see days recently, Its just one long day, and sleeping feels more like napping
I feel so patronized by everone, 23 years of lies, I can't afford to be naive now,or jaded, yet I remain sedated
ill tempered

I feel so full of passion
yet no...
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lillithvain:
Thank you for the nice comment that you left on my set the other day!!! kiss