hinder

I was so adorably depressed yesterday
Today Im a horror movie
like a hex pressed on me
Im just synical
possessed with half cocked intelect and violence
i repeat its silent
drink
smoke
drink smoke
Im as repititious as my enemies
fucking time
i try
i want a clock tattoo
with a my callaused hands fracturing its demands
fuck
smoke
drink
repeat
repeat my violence is silent

Im a collection of all ive experienced
how can I be original
and why do I care
when I have such a short time