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I'm unplugging this plastic piece of shit and hauling it up to paradise.

Hence, I'll be off in la la land for a little while.

So, don't hold you breathe waiting for me. I'll save you a mango or coconut or something.

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sillyzebra:
wher u go ??
morgannahh:
Only just found you in SGAU...ur journals are enthralling and i hope sunny qld (my original home) is treating u well kiss
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He sat there with his Einstein hair, a medusa helmet of bleached blonde glory.
"I think our dance is up my dear." I proclaimed with all the confidence brought about
By that unknown mixture the troubled gay barman called a quick fuck.
"I know. And youre leaving, so I guess this is the last time I'll see you. If you need help, you know where...
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I fucking love being a stripper.

Why didn't someone tell me earlier I could make a fuckload of money by getting naked and getting off.

Oh wait, I had to wait until I was legal blush
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thefuckoffkid:
Word on the street is you and I used to talk.
plannumberone:
man, arent you something kiss
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I talked to an old friend today for the first time in almost two years.

I'm tthe happiest I've been in years.

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thefuckoffkid:
Good to hear. smile
brooklynbabe:
Hooray for happiness. I appreciate the feeling whenever it happens to come my way.

So how's the new job going? Remember to soak your feet when you get home smile
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Well. I've quit work. Can't handle them touching me anymore. I kind of snapped.

So tonight, I've got my first shift at a club dancing.

The last five, six days have been hell. I cut too many holes with the drugs in the fabric of my soul and watched the demons fall through.

And what scared me, is that they are my reality. I've been...
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oscilatewildly:
Be careful beautiful girl. And thanks for seeing me yesterday.

I miss you like crazy.
miamaze:
I cut too many holes with the drugs in the fabric of my soul and watched the demons fall through.

I know what your saying, I used to say 'I stick holes in my body and my soul slips out'

What City you in?
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jibaili:
lol.. smartarse, i got a little more than that done...

2 of the 6 gigs of photos edited and sorted
1/2 flash website
1 weeks worth of washing
and my flatmate vacuumed the house..


soooo, you're journal begs the question...huh?
velvetknuckles:
How come you are deleting a lot of your entries?
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artpunk:
darling,

that flight news is fantastic (arrival am or pm?).

and did you want me to pick you up at the airport? because i wouldn't mind at all.

where the was flutter, is
now beating drums.


Z xx
tafkasp:
just wanted to say "bye" (this is theSpotlessMind). i'm taking a break from this zoo. i enjoyed knowing you here. i wish you well. i'll miss your insight and wisdom and amazing writing, Pippa. kiss
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artpunk:
in paris and constantly thinking of you.

these streets call for your presence and mine, together, hand in hand, one day we could walk....

another dream involving you.

our truth is something that is already subverted because it is simply honest and i am unafraid of that.

Z xx
redwinterroses:
Seems there is no escape from that which may empower us. Does it really set us free or just destroy that which we seek to protect? I'm silly. puke
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roger that.
artpunk:
thought of you. i caught myself doing it. it was strange.
i thought of what you had said, about your dreams and i remember that the moment, it was nice.

odd though.

but nice.

so dont stop writing. i want to hear your words and more.

Z out

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night was a time for amber reminiscing

artpunk:
it's odd how you start thinking of people and don't notice.

i call you 'she' when i do.

i like it.

as for dreams? i didn't mean to invade your head but there is something about dreams being linked to the heart that comes to my mind.

and who could control their heart?

Z out.



and he stood awkwardly at the edge of the houses door.
dark skies, gentle rain washing away his fears.
late afternoon light devoured the surreal black morn.
she watches as he motions gestures at the houses door.
body shaken, never quite reaching the threshold.
he pulls his long torso along the tiles, until he stands
blood flows down the roughness of his face.
tears fall to the nape of her neck.
and she walks toward him
and he pulls her into the abyss, a destined play.
they climb the steps of their daytime heaven.
he sings as they descend without question,
his head in her lap.
he feels peace.
and still it rains.


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[Edited on Apr 30, 2005 4:27AM]
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does anyone else masturbate quite as much as I do?
_chris_:
depends on exactly how often you do it... in which case... maybe?
tafkasp:
my average is about once a day. are you higher or lower than that?