Again I gotta do this? I can't keep feeling these feelings. I just can't. I'm really getting sick of playing these games, but I keep thinking it'll be worth it in the end. To be literally given no hope is a hard hill to climb... if I had an option I wouldn't, which is a scary thought, it makes me think i'm wasting my time. But then when I least expect it, I see everything I want right in front of me and i'm back in, 100%. Oh well, c'est la vie, what would life be, without stupid decisions?
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