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I just have to fess up. I'm a bad student, folks. I'll do the work, whatever. But if I don't give a rat's ass and know I won't need it in life the best I'll shoot for is a passing grade. I just really hate school. I like certain courses, like my acting courses and women's studies, and english isn't that bad. But I'm just sick of german and comm. German because it's so boring and I have the nutty professor as a teacher. Old little man who won't shake things up. it's the same class everyday. I just couldn't deal with it this rainy Friday. I did my homework early thismorning with the intention of going to class. but it's so humid and rainy and I feel less than pretty today. When it starts getting hot in the dorms my care for my appearance dies. I just want to sit in front of the fans in a catatonic state and count down the days until May 8th. Sent my professor an email saying I won't be there, what's the homework blah blah. I think this is the last day I can miss though, since I've already missed two or three times. This fall I refuse take any more foreign language and communications courses. I hate communications with a passion.

I'm in another bad mood today. I'm just so angry about my comm class. My teacher is really starting to piss me off. He wants us to write this documentary script and he kepts telling us it should be this and it should be that and blah blah blah. The thing is he won't teach us or show us anything. He won't teach us the format or anything. He expects all us to be professional TV copy writers. I'm not a fucking communications major and I was told this course was a film course and he turns around and tells us if we're not comm majors then we shouldn't be there. He's an arrogant prick.

I wish my roommate would leave. I want to stay in my room in the dark by myself, but no. She's here. Annoying me. LEAVE!

OK over the course of writing this entry I have become more pissed off. I'm at the end of my rope here, guys. I want to leave now.