why is it when I think I am on my way to being happy I fall right back down and want to crawl in a hole again? Nothing is ever good enough.
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I need Muse, UNKLE, and Felix Da Housecat cds. NOW.
I am going to start shooting Friday night at 9:30. for 4 hours. So this means, shooting won't start till almost 11 and we won't get done till 4 am. I bet money!
I'm such a chump. I can never muster the courage to skip class anymore. Look at me. All goin' to school and...
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I am going to start shooting Friday night at 9:30. for 4 hours. So this means, shooting won't start till almost 11 and we won't get done till 4 am. I bet money!
I'm such a chump. I can never muster the courage to skip class anymore. Look at me. All goin' to school and...
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eurisko:
haha. marcia cross. she really did play a good crazy woman. between stealing babies and blowing up melrose place she had her work set out for her.
I hate this feeling of helplessness that has been developing over the past couple of months. Not being able to go where I want when I want. Having to rely on people who are building up resentment towards me then letting out their little frustrations on me so they can have a way to yell at me without having to deal with the actual issue...
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darklis:
You know I would SO hire you if you were close. You could tell people to fuck off, and I would still forgive you. 
Sorry you're having a hard time right now. *hugs* Come and make owl soap. 
Sorry you're having a hard time right now. *hugs* Come and make owl soap. 
acetracer:
I went when I was 17 and lately I've been wanting to go back. Who knows, maybe I'll take ya with me
Gonna take my time. I have all the time in the world.
yes. yes I do Depeche Mode. Thanks guys!
yes. yes I do Depeche Mode. Thanks guys!
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eurisko:
this is the progress ive made so far. i fucked up the letters on future, so im fuxing them with white out, but i figured id let you see it so you can tell me if you are happy with it, and if you have any suggestions on how to fix it and everything. because i want you to be 100% happy with it. i dont want to mail you something that you arent happy with, especially when its going to be permanently on your body. plus its like ahuge compliment to me knowing someone thinks im good enough to have my work tattooed on them. and once again im sorry its taking so long
this is the progress ive made so far. i fucked up the letters on future, so im fuxing them with white out, but i figured id let you see it so you can tell me if you are happy with it, and if you have any suggestions on how to fix it and everything. because i want you to be 100% happy with it. i dont want to mail you something that you arent happy with, especially when its going to be permanently on your body. plus its like ahuge compliment to me knowing someone thinks im good enough to have my work tattooed on them. and once again im sorry its taking so long
jubjub:
yeah Depeche Mode are rad....that song Personal Jesus is following me everywhere.....first Marilyn covers it...pretty good in my opinion, love the video too, his videos never fail to impress, so rich with imagery, i recently got the DVD collection of all his videos, so im very happy, cant get enough of them....
...oh yeah and on the 'Radio 'X' station on GrandTheftAuto:san Andreas, there is the original Personal Jesus....man that game tottally time-suckages you, but its fine with me...hehe
...anyway yeah, random, have a cool day...
..ohh and since your taste in music is incredible,..what do you think of Emotive by APC?....
rock out
...oh yeah and on the 'Radio 'X' station on GrandTheftAuto:san Andreas, there is the original Personal Jesus....man that game tottally time-suckages you, but its fine with me...hehe
...anyway yeah, random, have a cool day...
..ohh and since your taste in music is incredible,..what do you think of Emotive by APC?....
rock out
Last night was fun. Going to a lame Halloween party then me going home in tears then sobbing on the phone to my mother. I'm just not a social person. I need to realize this and stop going to parties where I feel unwelcome with a bunch of close-minded fucks who can't have any decent conversations and do nothing but banter back and forth with...
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fentopal:
Sorry the party sucked ... I've definitely been there. At least there's some solace in your being the hottest person there. 
thespianbatboy:
Well, you must have had one Kick Ass Highschool Drama department!!! My highschool director was a great guy, but he had a lot of health problems, and couldn't do much, so the shows we did usually weren't that great. I loved 'em though! I still learned quite abit, even though our department wasn't that good. As soon as I got to college, and started doing "real" theatre, I knew it was for me.
Anyway, Have you heard the new Cast Recording from London? I just ordered it the other day, it's got like three new songs on it, I can't wait! <3!
Anyway, Have you heard the new Cast Recording from London? I just ordered it the other day, it's got like three new songs on it, I can't wait! <3!
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eurisko:
oh, im almost 21 and i get carded to buy cd's and rated r movies. so i know the feeling.
kalidoom:
Yeah I love how I was just carded at Pricsilla's. Do I really look that young?
Yes. haha. I get carded there, too, and I'm 25.
hexe_____:
randomness galore.
So I'm skipping school today. I am exhausted from the weekend. Drank too much, which probably triggered the mild seizure I had yesterday, and that I got no sleep. No no. No sympathy please. I was conscious during the whole thing and am fine now. No need for worry, friends.
Oi. Last night. *shakes head*. My roommates had it out. Yelling. Crying. Screaming. Anger. I...
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Oi. Last night. *shakes head*. My roommates had it out. Yelling. Crying. Screaming. Anger. I...
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m_bethany:
so lovely. so beautiful.
you should come and be my roommate.
~ the angel*
you should come and be my roommate.
~ the angel*
leavemehere:
Thank you for the birthday wish sweetheart.
Hope things go back to normal with your roomies.
xoxo
lmh
Hope things go back to normal with your roomies.
xoxo
lmh
Look how early it us. I'm all up and dressed in my ripped up KMFDM shirt. Rad!
I'm about to catch the bus in a few minutes, but felt like updating first since I finished getting all ready early and shiz.
I spent 15 minutes leaning the stove this morning because my roomates are vile and leave ground beef all over the stovetop and the...
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I'm about to catch the bus in a few minutes, but felt like updating first since I finished getting all ready early and shiz.
I spent 15 minutes leaning the stove this morning because my roomates are vile and leave ground beef all over the stovetop and the...
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jubjub:
...hey just dropped by your journal...you have such wicked taste in music!...i love PJ Harvey too, your list of bands is so cool....dare i ask what some of your favourite albums are???
...and X-Files, yeah trippy show, i miss it, lucky i have seasons on tape!!...
and Dream Brother, thats such a good read, jeff buckley is just incredible, his voice, his talent, jesus....i heard that him and PJ where going to work on a song together until he sadly went for that swim.....
...her song Memphis is about Jeff i think, and echoes his song Morning Theft..
yeah im a music geek..we should be friends
have a lovely day
...and X-Files, yeah trippy show, i miss it, lucky i have seasons on tape!!...
and Dream Brother, thats such a good read, jeff buckley is just incredible, his voice, his talent, jesus....i heard that him and PJ where going to work on a song together until he sadly went for that swim.....
...her song Memphis is about Jeff i think, and echoes his song Morning Theft..
yeah im a music geek..we should be friends
have a lovely day
eurisko:
feeling any better? im hopin so
My account runs out in less than a week. Just a heads up.
I hate writing papers. Word
you fuck with me you gotta fuck with a mac-10
NWA, bitches!
I hate writing papers. Word
you fuck with me you gotta fuck with a mac-10
NWA, bitches!
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halstingdon:
well, now you've done it. Numfar! do the dance of shame!
bleeder:
Why is it that we rarly chat and now you are leaving??? 
Abergrumpy and Bitch.
Apparently I'm the "angry girl".
why do you always look like I killed your dog?.
I'm far too superior for this place. Word.
Want new clothes. Vintage. Shop. Broad Ripple. New coats. Pimped out. Hair. Nails.
I have to go out of town this weekend most likely.
I am such a theatre geek it's ridiculous, yet I display no signs of...
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Apparently I'm the "angry girl".
why do you always look like I killed your dog?.
I'm far too superior for this place. Word.
Want new clothes. Vintage. Shop. Broad Ripple. New coats. Pimped out. Hair. Nails.
I have to go out of town this weekend most likely.
I am such a theatre geek it's ridiculous, yet I display no signs of...
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salome_seule:
hahahahaha of course
thegoatlord:
*checks your pulse*
do you still live?
do you still live?
I hate writing papers. I really despise it. I hate reading plays and taking quizzes. I hate midterms. At the moment I truly hate script analysis.
I hate annoying little post its left everywhere by my "roomies". I feel like I'm stuck in that episode of Family Matters where Laura and Myra room together. I wish I had Laura's moxy to spray Myra with the...
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I hate annoying little post its left everywhere by my "roomies". I feel like I'm stuck in that episode of Family Matters where Laura and Myra room together. I wish I had Laura's moxy to spray Myra with the...
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thegoatlord:
any word on the emerson?
graves:
hey! there is nothing wrong with wearing black and listening to Ministry 
also, i might be in muncie saturday..