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Wednesday Jul 11, 2012

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Urgh, I'm feeling really self-defensive tonight. There's people over, so I'm a bit on edge as it is, and no-one has even said anything to me!
But I'm so sick of feeling too weird, too unfashionable, too fat.
You know what? I'm a size 18 ( xxxL) and sometimes I eat pasta for breakfast. And I don't like the taste of alcohol, so I drink sweet cider. Sometimes I listen to Taylor Swift, and I always watch Greys Anatomy and I read Frankie magazine, which is about gay men and cardigans and cute collections, and as a result "hipster". I hate family guy, and HTCs! I play Magic: The Gathering and I write dirty stories and look at a lot of porn on the internet.
And if that makes me not good enough to be in your company? Fuck you, I didn't like you that much anyway.
I'm letting my freak flag fly because it is EXHAUSTING trying to be thin and indie without looking like I'm trying to be either. It is EXHAUSTING to try and be anyone but myself.
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greaser:
How...how can you not like Family Guy?wink

I've never been trendy. I listen to music I like and dress in a way that reflects my personality. I don't care if a bunch of people like me, as long as the ones who do the ones who are worth my time.
Jul 12, 2012
orionid:
Thanks! And I'm glad to hear your night got better =D
Jul 16, 2012

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