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the interpol concert could not have been more lovely. they played every good song from every album. it was like i wrote them a letter of songs i wanted to hear and paul banks replied, "cool. will do." leif erikson? serious?! they even played untitled! reminds me of katt wiliiams: "i don't know if i should cry or get fucked up so i'm gonna do...
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hesterprynne:
i cannot even tell you. how have you been, sweet pea?
silently_sarah:
Sounds like it was an awesome time. I've yet to go to a big concert like that.(I don't like crowds)
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sunny premieres thursday. interpol next month. -the new album is really good. reminds me mostly of antics.- timberlake is in a new movie. vacation in november. it's going to be a successful few months for myriad if not silly reasons but i'm satisfied.

i got a peel last week. rewarding. i still can't get pedicures because of the whole foot recuperation business. maybe next year...
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it's raining. and for once it's on my day off. lovely.

i'm keeping an agenda the way jay gatsby did. except i'm not doing it to cultivate wealth and win over my version of daisy. it's purely for discipline and sanity. it's an interesting project.

favorite quote from that book: "no amount of fire or freshness can challenge what a man will store up in...
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hesterprynne:
it's true! it's all true!
son_of_a_duck:
I haven't read "Invisible Monsters" yet but I did really like "Lullaby". I think my favorite might have been "Rant" or the last short story in "Haunted".

Also, I think the "lose" and "loose" confusion is somewhere in the region beyond annoying. In my opinion it only comes second to people screwing up "they're". Or maybe it's a close tie. I know I make plenty of mistakes when I don't proofread but they are mistakes, not purposeful hate for grammar and spelling.
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i decided after my tootsie surgery that i'd exercise to the extent that i'm able so i don't somehow deteriorate into mush. i've actually exercised more since my surgery than before it.

add to that one of muh medicine's side effects is appetite suppression. i'm gonna be a bobblehead, bitches. i cannot wait. it's tragic that being mildly emaciated brings me a certain amount of...
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son_of_a_duck:
It really is such a good show and I like how they have made The Waitress, and Charlie's obsession with her, a recurring thing throughout the show. That's cool that you know someone famous. I'm going to have to start being a lot more social before I end up knowing anyone famous.
xjazztheripper:
hahah! sounds like a good book smile
trust me, i totally understand the overprotectiveness. and i think it's sweet. but there's a lot of background i don't write about [beyond the bitching]. other than the two year relationship, we've been actually been friends for almost 10 years [best friends until now]. so, as much as we'd like to, it's kinda hard to completely stay away from each other. there are some times where it's hard for either of us to believe that there was a time we didn't know each other. we don't drink together! if that's what bothered you... even in this short amount of time, we've developed separate social lives. but we have that same overprotectiveness for each other. we were texting and when he heard i was sickly drunk he came over to take care of me. and take care of me he did! wink hahahah! i know that's awful, but i have a feeling i was the one that enticed him into it blackeyed i'm not quite sure... i only started sobering up somewhere during and then a little more when he took me out for a late night/early morning dinner. i think i made him feel bad about it too frown i didn't mean to, but i'm kind of glad i did. hahah. anyway! i think i'm over the break-up enough to feel like i'm not really looking for a boy. having one would be nice, but i don't feel the need for one anymore. i'm actually enjoying being a little more free. the only person holding me back now is me. and that's only because i know my limits and what i will/do and won't/don't want. smile i'm feeling pretty good now.

i'm so very grateful for your concern! blushkiss

[ps] i love interpol. and i always steal those same mints O.O
and any pounds lost are a blessing... even if they're not absolutely necessary to make you [yes, YOU] look beautiful. smile

<3
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it is wildly arrogant and self-indulgent to assume strangers give a crap about anything i may have to contribute. so let's indulge.

watch children's hospital. it is funny and wildly disturbing.

my itinerary has changed for my woodstock trip and if it fucks with my retreat schedule i will have a spaz for no reason other than to spaz. not like i can ask delta...
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hesterprynne:
thanks, von. i love your face. but not our shared home town. that i do not love. ha.
xjazztheripper:
i like this.
and i always like what you have to say.
indulge. smile
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interpol in october.

monastery in november.

i am bored of seeing my pseudo-ex on a regular basis but such things are unavoidable. practice in patience? let's call it that.

i have to be awake at 330 tomorrow morning. yowza. but i took an extended nap this fine afternoon so it should be alright. or at least tolerable.

much love.
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xjazztheripper:
ahahahah! good call. i'm keeping my fingers crossed that you're right! smile
i give it another month or so... unless a rebound shows up before that. biggrin lol
xjazztheripper:
i literally laughed my ass off. that quote is one for the ages and for my book. hahahh! thank you!
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ally mcbeal felt too many feelings. but john cage and richard fish were really funny.

my feet feel like a combination of sliced bones and fire.

i miss sun salutations. recuperation requires too much patience. but i can still do twiiiiiiiiists!

today one of my employees told me i need to embrace my inner fauxhawk. "you have tattoos. you can do anything," she said.

another...
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xjazztheripper:
aw, thanks hun. i guess i have to take that advice to heart. lurking has not helped at all in the past, except when it's helped me find old high school bitches and douches that have gotten fat and whose golden years have passed... thank facebook for that. hahah

and i will definitely check out that website. i need something to believe in right about now. thank you.
hesterprynne:
oh, poor lamb. i'm sorry you're having a difficult time. but the worst situations are usually the best times to generate really positive change. it takes seemingly forever while you're doing it, but one day you'll just feel better. and then more shit will go down. but you'll handle it better.

i'll go through my lil library and see what buddhisty good books i can recommend. and also, not to be syrupy, but a book that really helped me was by the same dude that wrote "he's just not that into you." the book is called "it's called a breakup because it's broken." it's hilarious and comforting.

plus seriously? this guy sounds like a tool. maybe thank him for making it apparent now as opposed to seven more years from now.
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i return to work after a week of elevating and icing the tootsies tomorrow. i know not how i'll handle it. of course, there are far worse injuries in existence; i feel lucky i'm as mobile as i am.

jason bateman is on the daily show tonight, claims a friendly facebook post. let us pause in celebration.

i randomly see people, myself included, post musings...
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i want attention, ice cream, and a nap. not necessarily in that order.
xjazztheripper:
mee too. but i'm not a fan of ice cream... i'm weird. i'd rather have a brownie. X]
hesterprynne:
haha. i ended up getting a milkshake. (which begs for a kelis reference but i'll refrain.) brownies are yum too; i would never argue with one of them either.
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it's my birthday today. i got one present from someone who shouldn't even like me, dinner from a co-worker, and myriad facebook messages. fathers write small checks and mothers leave sweet voicemails. the only person i wanted to notice didn't. isn't that always the way?

oh well. margarita=sleepy. i'm a lightweight.
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xjazztheripper:
happy belated birthday :]
miao!!
tospiteyourface:
i honestly didn't notice that comment about my photo until just now.

thank you, ever so much. i try not to smoke too much (though, i usually do more than i intend to), but i was bored at work and just snapped a few real quick and that was one of the couple that i hated the least.

i call it my james dean shot. with the sexy turned down.
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i take yoga once a week with a stellar instructor. i've been antsy to say the least. he created a series for me that is so calming i can only liken it to recreational sedatives without the lethargic feeling.

funsies.
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let's all take a moment and think about mad men. now wasn't that pleasant?