alright, possibly my first journal where im gonna really speak about how ive been lately...
things have been weird the past few months for me...i feel as if im changing and im not so comfortable with it....
i start back at ye olde camera shop on tuesday which is going to be good i imagine....i feel at home around cameras and what not, its the only thing i know besides skateboards and hockey and lets face it, i wouldnt be making dick for money working in any of those fields...my new boss is about my age which is actually good in my eyes, ive gotten along with every boss ive ever had who is around my age and she totally has the hype-bug about me coming back to the store like i was some god or something there...sucker ive been pretty broke the past few months too, the camera store will change that. my cell phone got turned off thanks to a nice bill in the range of $300+ thanks to my sister moving away and us having multi-hour conversations a couple of times a week...looks like ill be upgrading my plan when i pay off my bill this next weekend...going with the whole broke thing, i felt really bad this weekend when hanging out with my friend cory, he got me to go out last night and wingman for him with a couple of girls...needless to say we got drunk at a bar called the "wine loft" and now i owe cory about $50 to split the bar tab...he told me not to worry about it but fuck that, i dont want to have that floating in the back of my head...its not like the friends i have down in mesa that when one of us is broke, the others help out...besides, those guys and i all know that it all works out in the end with our little group...whatever though, those girls were super annoying and the only way to get time to pass was getting loaded on two bottles of wine
in a more positive note, ive been riding the shit out of my mountain bike...in the past 3 days ive logged in almost a 100 miles on trails and around town...thats a shit load of riding for a fat boy like me...hasnt been anything crazy on the bike but ive ridden a couple of singletrack trails in flag and now im paying with a major case of saddle-sore...if you are wondering what that is, imagine sitting on a 2x4 all day long 
its never a fun one getting back into riding form. flagstaff has been pretty lonely up here in flagstaff too...i dont have any of my closer friends up here this summer so im stuck with a couple of acquaitances meaning im really just watching alot of movies and sleeping like a fucking bum...i slept in till 10 the past two days...thats a big difference from my usual 7 am natural alarmclock bullshit...these are the times i wish i lived back in phoenix just so i can be around people i really know and like...i really dont like being a hermit. anissa has been running through my mind more and more lately too...i have no clue if it deals with my friend and his situation with his x or what...its not the first time ive gone into one of these phases but it has been the worst since she joined the army reserves...i guess i can only wait for her to be back in another couple of months and see where we go from there...it was a shame with her leaving for basic too cause the two of us were kinda getting back together and working on our relationship...shes crazy and im retarded, thats a match made in heaven 
i guess i better wrap this up, you like how i just turned that all into one giant paragraph?...besides, seinfeld is on with my favorite character, the lawyer (johnny i think???)
oh yeah, got ahold of the new coldplay cd...and i dig it...maybe my favorite out of the three i own
things have been weird the past few months for me...i feel as if im changing and im not so comfortable with it....
i start back at ye olde camera shop on tuesday which is going to be good i imagine....i feel at home around cameras and what not, its the only thing i know besides skateboards and hockey and lets face it, i wouldnt be making dick for money working in any of those fields...my new boss is about my age which is actually good in my eyes, ive gotten along with every boss ive ever had who is around my age and she totally has the hype-bug about me coming back to the store like i was some god or something there...sucker ive been pretty broke the past few months too, the camera store will change that. my cell phone got turned off thanks to a nice bill in the range of $300+ thanks to my sister moving away and us having multi-hour conversations a couple of times a week...looks like ill be upgrading my plan when i pay off my bill this next weekend...going with the whole broke thing, i felt really bad this weekend when hanging out with my friend cory, he got me to go out last night and wingman for him with a couple of girls...needless to say we got drunk at a bar called the "wine loft" and now i owe cory about $50 to split the bar tab...he told me not to worry about it but fuck that, i dont want to have that floating in the back of my head...its not like the friends i have down in mesa that when one of us is broke, the others help out...besides, those guys and i all know that it all works out in the end with our little group...whatever though, those girls were super annoying and the only way to get time to pass was getting loaded on two bottles of wine
in a more positive note, ive been riding the shit out of my mountain bike...in the past 3 days ive logged in almost a 100 miles on trails and around town...thats a shit load of riding for a fat boy like me...hasnt been anything crazy on the bike but ive ridden a couple of singletrack trails in flag and now im paying with a major case of saddle-sore...if you are wondering what that is, imagine sitting on a 2x4 all day long its never a fun one getting back into riding form. flagstaff has been pretty lonely up here in flagstaff too...i dont have any of my closer friends up here this summer so im stuck with a couple of acquaitances meaning im really just watching alot of movies and sleeping like a fucking bum...i slept in till 10 the past two days...thats a big difference from my usual 7 am natural alarmclock bullshit...these are the times i wish i lived back in phoenix just so i can be around people i really know and like...i really dont like being a hermit. anissa has been running through my mind more and more lately too...i have no clue if it deals with my friend and his situation with his x or what...its not the first time ive gone into one of these phases but it has been the worst since she joined the army reserves...i guess i can only wait for her to be back in another couple of months and see where we go from there...it was a shame with her leaving for basic too cause the two of us were kinda getting back together and working on our relationship...shes crazy and im retarded, thats a match made in heaven
i guess i better wrap this up, you like how i just turned that all into one giant paragraph?...besides, seinfeld is on with my favorite character, the lawyer (johnny i think???)
oh yeah, got ahold of the new coldplay cd...and i dig it...maybe my favorite out of the three i own
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I was actually thinking about getting a rediculous religious tattoo soon.