Well I did the I Ching for the first time in ages last night. Interesting results (no surprise there):
32 STEADFASTNESS suggesting a need to loosen the grip on the past, continuing self-discipline, and remaining subtle and adaptable, warning against over-compensation, changing to:
22 DECORATION suggestion a sign of sacrifice, enthusiasm for a new undertaking and ornamentation.
I guess that's a warning to react too strongly against my recent circumstances. It's tempting to take a mercenary approach to women/relationships given everything that's happened, but the sticks suggest that I need to swallow my pride and temper my instincts and carry on as normal.
My tarot were even more interesting, the spread being:
1 Present: XIX THE SUN implying a long expected sunrise, material happiness & clear perspective
2 Influences: XXI THE WORLD implying completion, perfection, final achievement, and moving on
3 Distant past: VI THE HEIROPHANT implying spiritual advancment, conformity, orthodoxy and reunion
4 Near past: 10 CUPS implying celebration, material joy, good fortune, no regrets
5 Near future: XVII THE STAR implying guiding light, hope, truth unveiled, calm after the storm
6 Distant future: 3 WANDS implying strength, preperation complete, cleansing, spring following winter
7 Me on environment: 5 DISKS implying anxiety about money, financial trouble, labour, hardship
8 Environment on me: 2 WANDS implying thirst for new experience, unfulfilment, dissatisfaction
9 Emotions: 8 CUPS implying stagnation, desire to escape imprisonment, idleness, longing
10 Conclusion: 0 THE FOOL implying a new beginning, generative power, latent potential, search for experience
I have certainly been getting fucked off with my domestice/financial situation. There's little cash to spare, and I do feel trapped/cornered in many respects. I have also been pondering a lot about my spiritual development (or lack thereof). My new-found freedom has also made me curious to meet new people and experiment a lot more than ever before. Encountering this site, and the amazing girls enclosed, has certainly evoked feelings of longing. The cards suggest that everything will come together. How, I'm not entirely sure, but I'm happy to trust in their judgement (for now)...
32 STEADFASTNESS suggesting a need to loosen the grip on the past, continuing self-discipline, and remaining subtle and adaptable, warning against over-compensation, changing to:
22 DECORATION suggestion a sign of sacrifice, enthusiasm for a new undertaking and ornamentation.
I guess that's a warning to react too strongly against my recent circumstances. It's tempting to take a mercenary approach to women/relationships given everything that's happened, but the sticks suggest that I need to swallow my pride and temper my instincts and carry on as normal.
My tarot were even more interesting, the spread being:
1 Present: XIX THE SUN implying a long expected sunrise, material happiness & clear perspective
2 Influences: XXI THE WORLD implying completion, perfection, final achievement, and moving on
3 Distant past: VI THE HEIROPHANT implying spiritual advancment, conformity, orthodoxy and reunion
4 Near past: 10 CUPS implying celebration, material joy, good fortune, no regrets
5 Near future: XVII THE STAR implying guiding light, hope, truth unveiled, calm after the storm
6 Distant future: 3 WANDS implying strength, preperation complete, cleansing, spring following winter
7 Me on environment: 5 DISKS implying anxiety about money, financial trouble, labour, hardship
8 Environment on me: 2 WANDS implying thirst for new experience, unfulfilment, dissatisfaction
9 Emotions: 8 CUPS implying stagnation, desire to escape imprisonment, idleness, longing
10 Conclusion: 0 THE FOOL implying a new beginning, generative power, latent potential, search for experience
I have certainly been getting fucked off with my domestice/financial situation. There's little cash to spare, and I do feel trapped/cornered in many respects. I have also been pondering a lot about my spiritual development (or lack thereof). My new-found freedom has also made me curious to meet new people and experiment a lot more than ever before. Encountering this site, and the amazing girls enclosed, has certainly evoked feelings of longing. The cards suggest that everything will come together. How, I'm not entirely sure, but I'm happy to trust in their judgement (for now)...
jivesucka52:
Thanks for the encouragement, jus thave fun and let things progress naturally, I'm drunk