herbalmama

Do you ever step back and look at your life and just think "WHAT THE FUCK?"... I met with my parents yesterday because they were going to help me and my daughter with a place to live, and help me get back on my feet. We all sat down and the first thing they said was they'll only help me if I get a full psychological evaluation because they are convinced I'm Bipolar... gggrrrr!! I've been through this shit with them before, went on like 5 different medications, and felt worse than EVER! I've been seeing a therapist off and on for 4 years who says I'm absolutely NOT Bipolar, nor do I have any other mental illness. What I have is intestinal candida which for those of you who aren't familiar with it, SUCKS! But its totally curable... thats the good news. I have a naturopathic doctor and a chiropractor who are helping me with that. I just have a really hard time staying on the Candida Diet because of the cost. I'm hoping that my parents get it through there thick skulls that I'm not crazy, I have candida.. and I need their help. This is a condition that I've had without knowing what was wrong for at least 7 years, so its not going to be a quick fix.

I also found out yesterday that my dick head x not only made me lose my job and then dump me before we all moved to Vermont together, but instead of bringing me he's moving his x-girlfriend in with him when he gets there. Now that's a WHAT THE FUCK? moment. Seriously, I just want to be out of this house with him and in my own place with my daughter NOW. I know things are crazy out of control right now, but I've got big dreams and high hopes for my future with my little girl. I'm a strong, smart woman, and I'll work through this and come out the other end stronger and wiser because of it!