Friday Dec 26, 2008

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Hope everyone had a very my merry xmas! Mine was alright. The family part wasn't easy but it was great to see the joy in my daughters face when she saw her gifts from santa. AND... I got a macbook! love kiss
quella:
I hope all is well in your world with your daughter and all! smile

Sunday Dec 07, 2008

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So life is ever changing... I've spent the last week and a half in Burlington, Vermont. Thinking I was moving here to start a new life for myself and my daughter... I hopped on the redeye two days before Thanksgiving. Its beautiful, the people are incredible, and I'm looking outside at snow falling to the ground. I thought it was a fresh start... a new...
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Saturday Aug 23, 2008

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It's crazy how life works. The last few months have been pretty hard on me but everything seems to be happening for a reason and its all starting to make sense. My new job is awesome. The people I work for are so positive and giving. The energy in that place is unreal. I've been getting acupuncture the last three weeks and its really helping...
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oneohseven:
Glad the job is going so well! I'll keep my fingers crossed for your new place.

And yup, my dad's family lives in and around San Leandro, so we were up there for a few days weekend before last. Was good fun.
gypsy72:
Nice! Glad thing are turning around for you! Good luck with the place!!! smile

Saturday Jul 26, 2008

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Alright I finally have some really good news to share. I got a job at an asian healing arts clinic! YAY! That's one less thing to worry about. I'm really looking forward to starting there. I'm the office manager and I think I'm going to learn a lot from these people. There are a couple acupuncturists and some massage therapists and from what I can...
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quella:
The job sounds like you will have grounded, sane, and supportive people around you which is fabulous.
I totally think a fresh start and fresh place to live makes sense. WHen someone leaves and you are still there, how can you not see their ghost everywhere? If you leave and create a new, your environment is whole, and undamaged.

If you ever do come to NYC, you have a friend and an herbal connection. kiss
oneohseven:
So how is the job going, three weeks in? Great?

Wednesday Jul 16, 2008

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Life has been so nuts lately that I feel like all I'm doing is talking about how much it sucks. SO... I decided to focus on the positives for at least one whole blog. I AM the LUCKIEST woman in the world... I absolutely love being a mother. My daughter is so beautiful, she lights up my world every day. Today she was eating her...
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babashanti:
Jeez, what a cutie! love love

(and your kid sounds cute as well) wink
oneohseven:
Yeah, that's what I figured. But if I'm only going to get one, I shouldn't let a silly little thing like pain slow me down, right? ;-)

Monday Jul 14, 2008

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Do you ever step back and look at your life and just think "WHAT THE FUCK?"... I met with my parents yesterday because they were going to help me and my daughter with a place to live, and help me get back on my feet. We all sat down and the first thing they said was they'll only help me if I get a full...
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quella:
Hold on to what you have, and your dignity. Do your parents want to meet with you and your therapist?

Saturday Jul 12, 2008

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I'm doing better right now. I finally talked with my parents and I'm meeting with them tomorrow to talk about where I'm going to live. I may end up moving back into my old place that my Dad owns. That would be awesome! I'm having visions of this wonderful life I'm going to create for myself and my daughter. I see independence and fulfillment in...
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Wednesday Jul 09, 2008

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Alright... things have been a little... weird, you could say. I feel like I'm trapped inside some sick and twisted reality show. I'm living with my x-boyfriend, in his condo that he moved me into so happily 10 months ago. Now we're sitting in the same room awkwardly while he plays his PS3 and I try to pretend like I'm not thinking about punching him...
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boxofhorror:
I'm sorry to hear that. I know what it's like being stuck in a situation that you are basically powerless to change or improve. All I can say is stick with it and realize that before you know it this will all be a bad memory and hopefully you will take something out of this learning experience. I hope the situation improves for you and your daughter soon.

Sunday Jul 06, 2008

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Okay so... where do I begin? My life has totally been flipped upside down... or... right side up, depending on how you look at it. I prefer to say right side up... My boyfriend, the so called love of my life, totally broke my heart about a week ago. Shocked? Not exactly, things have been rocky for a couple months. I'm just the kind of...
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gypsy72:
Pretty crazy! Breakup's really suck! It seems like you are focused, very good thing. Hope things work out for you! Don't be scared. Just get stronger....
Ooo and by the way nice to meet you! I'm Todd

Monday Jun 02, 2008

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Man it's been a long time. Life has been crazy, as always. Lots of big highs and lows. I'm still living in Scotts Valley with my daughter, boyfriend, and his daughter. It's an awesome life. So fulfilling, and rarely ever lonely. I did hit a rough patch, though... about two months ago. I just felt really sick all the time, and I started getting depressed...
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booth83:
Moving cross country is a huge change, good luck.........and hi smile