Oh good...it's going to be one of those nights where she is tired and stressed from work and she's going to unload it all one me when she gets home...in the form of bitching at me about every little thing she can fathom...as if I am not tired and stressed myself.
I am starting to wonder if I want to be in this relationship anymore...or any for that matter...
Lately all it's been is stress and bullshit. She was so stressed about us not having a place to live at the end of June that she jumped as fast as she could on this shit hole apartment in an area of town I do not want to live in...not taking into account the fact that the rent will now be DOUBLE what it is here (all of which will fall on me because her crushing pile of debt prohibits her from putting anything towards the bills...she pays for the internet, car insurance and food...and that about evens out to the $400 rent I pay monthly so we can LIVE...but now the rent will be $800 a month...) and that I am not getting full time hours at my job...but if I mention any of this, she starts 'feeling bad' and God forbid THAT happens. It's fine for me to be stressed out to my limit daily, and still all around pissed off about my current living situation and station in life, but God forbid she has to FEEL BAD about any of it.
And then she complains that I am playing League of Legends too much, which is really my only relief from all this stress...unless you count fishing which I am trying to do less because it uses gas and it's been raining a lot lately...
I'm just reaching the end of my ropes and honestly...I'm not sure if I care anymore...
-Me
I am starting to wonder if I want to be in this relationship anymore...or any for that matter...
Lately all it's been is stress and bullshit. She was so stressed about us not having a place to live at the end of June that she jumped as fast as she could on this shit hole apartment in an area of town I do not want to live in...not taking into account the fact that the rent will now be DOUBLE what it is here (all of which will fall on me because her crushing pile of debt prohibits her from putting anything towards the bills...she pays for the internet, car insurance and food...and that about evens out to the $400 rent I pay monthly so we can LIVE...but now the rent will be $800 a month...) and that I am not getting full time hours at my job...but if I mention any of this, she starts 'feeling bad' and God forbid THAT happens. It's fine for me to be stressed out to my limit daily, and still all around pissed off about my current living situation and station in life, but God forbid she has to FEEL BAD about any of it.
And then she complains that I am playing League of Legends too much, which is really my only relief from all this stress...unless you count fishing which I am trying to do less because it uses gas and it's been raining a lot lately...
I'm just reaching the end of my ropes and honestly...I'm not sure if I care anymore...
-Me
Good luck with the rest of the job process. last I saw, it was moving forward.