Is it possible to have a 1/3rd life crisis? I am just sick of EVERYTHING lately. I am sick of working a job where I have maxed out my pay grade at $10/hour. I am sick of said job where I clean up after morons (aka fix their mistakes) including my BOSS, and I do not even receive a "good job at catching that mistake." Hell...I clean up after the weekend guy who does my job on the weekend!!!
I am sick of people around me having babies and making their babies their Facebook profile pictures. In the past year my best friend had a kid, a friend of his wife (who used to be a good friend of mine before I introduced her to her husband and we stopped hanging out) had a kid, my cousin had his SECOND kid, and now his sister (also my cousin) just announced she is due in January. This just makes Christine even more baby hungry and there is no way we could afford a kid now. I want kids. That is a definite, just not NOW. Preferably not before I am done with school...and since she is 22, that is fine. She wants to be done before she is 30...and I only have 2.5 more years of school to go (assuming I get my Bachelors).
So then she is baby hungry and constantly pestering me for an engagement ring, which is in the works once I pay off some other debts, and I have told her this, but she keeps just dropping not-so-subtle hints and it is starting to annoy me (which I have told her.)
I feel like a grouchy old man lately. Anything and everything has been pissing me off.
I need a vacation, but I can't afford one, and I have to save my 5 vacation days from work (5 vacation days, after 6 years of employment) to go to Maine in August and look at possible towns to live in.
Maybe Sunday I will go up to my grandmas, set up some targets and just cut loose with my guns. It has been a while since I have done that...
-Me
-Added-
And...one of my exes...aka the longest relationship I was ever in (2.5 years) is getting married this weekend. This is the same girl who gave me some bullshit about how she was never attracted to me, and only dated me out of convenience...and is marrying a guy who is 10 years older and about 50 lbs heavier than me...aka 150lbs heavier than when we dated.
Joy of joys.
-Added again-
I sent in my weak ass resume to a job working in a swamp in Burlington, Ct. It would be surveying frogs and turtles and collecting fungal samples from the frogs.
Same to maybe a little more money...but it is in my desired field and would be awesome if I got it.
Worst they can do is say no...right?
-Me
I am sick of people around me having babies and making their babies their Facebook profile pictures. In the past year my best friend had a kid, a friend of his wife (who used to be a good friend of mine before I introduced her to her husband and we stopped hanging out) had a kid, my cousin had his SECOND kid, and now his sister (also my cousin) just announced she is due in January. This just makes Christine even more baby hungry and there is no way we could afford a kid now. I want kids. That is a definite, just not NOW. Preferably not before I am done with school...and since she is 22, that is fine. She wants to be done before she is 30...and I only have 2.5 more years of school to go (assuming I get my Bachelors).
So then she is baby hungry and constantly pestering me for an engagement ring, which is in the works once I pay off some other debts, and I have told her this, but she keeps just dropping not-so-subtle hints and it is starting to annoy me (which I have told her.)
I feel like a grouchy old man lately. Anything and everything has been pissing me off.
I need a vacation, but I can't afford one, and I have to save my 5 vacation days from work (5 vacation days, after 6 years of employment) to go to Maine in August and look at possible towns to live in.
Maybe Sunday I will go up to my grandmas, set up some targets and just cut loose with my guns. It has been a while since I have done that...
-Me
-Added-
And...one of my exes...aka the longest relationship I was ever in (2.5 years) is getting married this weekend. This is the same girl who gave me some bullshit about how she was never attracted to me, and only dated me out of convenience...and is marrying a guy who is 10 years older and about 50 lbs heavier than me...aka 150lbs heavier than when we dated.
Joy of joys.
-Added again-
I sent in my weak ass resume to a job working in a swamp in Burlington, Ct. It would be surveying frogs and turtles and collecting fungal samples from the frogs.
Same to maybe a little more money...but it is in my desired field and would be awesome if I got it.
Worst they can do is say no...right?
-Me