I have been so...irritable lately.
There's a few reasons for that actually, all of which I will gladly explain....now.
1. I noticed that I have been drinking not one, but two 12 packs of soda in a span of like...3 days, 4 the most.
That is what I would call...a BAD thing.
So, to remedy that, I cut soda. Cold turkey.
Needless to say I am a little on edge.
2. As everyone who knows me already knows...I HATE uncertainty. Absolutely DETEST it.
As of right now, I have no idea where I am going to be living in the next 2-3 months.
Corey's lease is up in June. Legally I don't have to pay the new landlord come July 1st, and I have 30 days to leave before he can do a damn thing about it.
I intend to stay until the end of July. Now the original plan was to move in with Jay and Jamar...
but after doing some thinking, I think I want to get my own place. I will be 25 in August, and I am getting tired of living with people. I want to be able to lounge around naked if I want to. I want to not have to worry about being woken up during the day. I want to be able to kick people out if I don't feel like dealing with them.
You get the idea.
Well since I told Jay that, he's been trying to persuade me on a daily basis not to back out of getting a place with him. He makes some good points, but at the same time...just...no. I NEED my own place, and my own space. It's not a want anymore...it's a NEED.
3. I haven't been sleeping well lately and I don't know why.
Put those three things together and you have a recipe for disaster.
This weekend was cool. I met Mandy's father.
He's a cool dude.
Then we went bowling with Erin and Mindy.
I poured a cup of beer and Erin was like "When did you grow balls?"
I was like "OH MY GOD! LUKE IS DRINKING BEER...AND HE HAS SELF ESTEEM!" -Gasp- "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?"
He just laughed.
Other than what was mentioned above, everything is same old really.
-Me
-Added-
Jay just called me to tell me he was fired from his FIFTH job in about a month.
Why do I want to get my own apartment again?
Oh yeah...
There's a few reasons for that actually, all of which I will gladly explain....now.
1. I noticed that I have been drinking not one, but two 12 packs of soda in a span of like...3 days, 4 the most.
That is what I would call...a BAD thing.
So, to remedy that, I cut soda. Cold turkey.
Needless to say I am a little on edge.
2. As everyone who knows me already knows...I HATE uncertainty. Absolutely DETEST it.
As of right now, I have no idea where I am going to be living in the next 2-3 months.
Corey's lease is up in June. Legally I don't have to pay the new landlord come July 1st, and I have 30 days to leave before he can do a damn thing about it.
I intend to stay until the end of July. Now the original plan was to move in with Jay and Jamar...
but after doing some thinking, I think I want to get my own place. I will be 25 in August, and I am getting tired of living with people. I want to be able to lounge around naked if I want to. I want to not have to worry about being woken up during the day. I want to be able to kick people out if I don't feel like dealing with them.
You get the idea.
Well since I told Jay that, he's been trying to persuade me on a daily basis not to back out of getting a place with him. He makes some good points, but at the same time...just...no. I NEED my own place, and my own space. It's not a want anymore...it's a NEED.
3. I haven't been sleeping well lately and I don't know why.
Put those three things together and you have a recipe for disaster.
This weekend was cool. I met Mandy's father.
He's a cool dude.
Then we went bowling with Erin and Mindy.
I poured a cup of beer and Erin was like "When did you grow balls?"
I was like "OH MY GOD! LUKE IS DRINKING BEER...AND HE HAS SELF ESTEEM!" -Gasp- "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?"
He just laughed.
Other than what was mentioned above, everything is same old really.
-Me
-Added-
Jay just called me to tell me he was fired from his FIFTH job in about a month.
Why do I want to get my own apartment again?
Oh yeah...
im glad you like my daddy and that your coming to the reunion... you get to meet my two awesome cousins that i talk so much about.. hehe...
i miss you...
oh yea.. when you got me the corona erin asked about u growing balls.. then i said it was for me.. haha
i got a highfive.. and then explained that you do drink beer.. or that you have around me.. you dont really prefer it but you will drink it...
1. Irritability. I've been irritable too, but I have no idea why.
2. I hate uncertainty. And there has been too much of that the past couple days.
3. I need to live alone. Not only for the gratuitous naked-time, but because I just feel like things are starting to change and I need my own space.
4. Haven't been sleeping well. No idea why. Hopefully sleepiness will just come back to me soon.