so another day. I'm sending out a resume and such today, I'm glad I waited to read the job description. if hired, I would be working mainly with the special needs students of the school. cool! so my cover letter is tailored to show that...pointing out that I was assigned 8:1:1 (emotionally disturbed) students and worked with 12:1:1 self-contained (low functioning) students. here''s hoping!
family drama is still going on. my cousin's estranged wife is now telling their oldest son (who is 7) not to talk to my cousin. its getting to the poor guy. in fact, his art teacher called my cousin. after talking, the teacher commended my cousin for how he is dealing with things. hopefully the kids' law guardian notices this as well. and what is she doing all this over? money.
still trying to find those pictures as well. the co-worker is not very forthcoming in many ways. odd, since she went through and photocopied and handed out to all her friends the information so they could see her nude on-line. whatever. I know her audition was June/July 2008 in New York City. so I'm working from there. I'm not asking anymore. however, she is someone who just got her degree in Production Design and Construction, focusing more on set building and such. so anyone have any idea of where she could get some job leads? construction jobs even? for the Rochester and surrounding area? thanks!
brakes are going fine still. replacing them helped. now I will need to get some new tires. while I have gone 50,000 miles on 80,000 mile tires, they are showing some wear. so time to save money and replace them. plus keep up with the alignments. I've had that out of whack a few times. oh well.
yeah, that's about it. another day of work tonight. my sleep schedule is still all sorts of screwed up. last night, went to sleep around 1 AM (give or take). promptly woke up around 4:00 AM....fell back asleep probably sometime between 6 and 7 AM. its annoying. tonight, time to invest in some ear plugs. to go with the eye mask. block out as much sound and light as possible, see if that helps.
and if not, time for some Ambien!
so far, this week, bushes are trimmed down. made them level....it involved taking at least 1/2 foot off the top of some of the bushes. whoo-hoo. cleaned up and everything. now if people would get the needed mulch and stones, I could make everything look good. next week, weather permitting, another shrub gets trimmed. seems odd that I'm the only one who does the landscaping, though.
oh well.
laters!
EDIT:
and job interview on Tuesday...Utica. I believe the 2nd largest refuge center on the East Coast.
family drama is still going on. my cousin's estranged wife is now telling their oldest son (who is 7) not to talk to my cousin. its getting to the poor guy. in fact, his art teacher called my cousin. after talking, the teacher commended my cousin for how he is dealing with things. hopefully the kids' law guardian notices this as well. and what is she doing all this over? money.
still trying to find those pictures as well. the co-worker is not very forthcoming in many ways. odd, since she went through and photocopied and handed out to all her friends the information so they could see her nude on-line. whatever. I know her audition was June/July 2008 in New York City. so I'm working from there. I'm not asking anymore. however, she is someone who just got her degree in Production Design and Construction, focusing more on set building and such. so anyone have any idea of where she could get some job leads? construction jobs even? for the Rochester and surrounding area? thanks!
brakes are going fine still. replacing them helped. now I will need to get some new tires. while I have gone 50,000 miles on 80,000 mile tires, they are showing some wear. so time to save money and replace them. plus keep up with the alignments. I've had that out of whack a few times. oh well.
yeah, that's about it. another day of work tonight. my sleep schedule is still all sorts of screwed up. last night, went to sleep around 1 AM (give or take). promptly woke up around 4:00 AM....fell back asleep probably sometime between 6 and 7 AM. its annoying. tonight, time to invest in some ear plugs. to go with the eye mask. block out as much sound and light as possible, see if that helps.
and if not, time for some Ambien!
so far, this week, bushes are trimmed down. made them level....it involved taking at least 1/2 foot off the top of some of the bushes. whoo-hoo. cleaned up and everything. now if people would get the needed mulch and stones, I could make everything look good. next week, weather permitting, another shrub gets trimmed. seems odd that I'm the only one who does the landscaping, though.
oh well.
laters!
EDIT:
and job interview on Tuesday...Utica. I believe the 2nd largest refuge center on the East Coast.
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thank you so much for your idea, maybe i really have to write everything down, or i could read my blogs from past and found what makes me cry, so then i will know where is the problem.. but the problem is that i know some things i wanna talk about, but i am so afraid. not because of my psychiatrist - she is great. and i always feels so comfortable with her.. but then i came from her place and found that i didnt tell her so many things.. for example about my running from the people when there is some problem (and if i say running, i mean the real running...)
yes thats right, the other thing is when people look back after some days, weeks or months, then could found that things arent that black as it could look before. sometimes when i have attack (or what) i see everything black and i am able to do ANYTHING... but then after few minutes i calm down and i feel ok.. but i am really afraid of this "anything"...