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Ahh... midnight and a luke-warm coffee. Nice. I love my me time, especially during transitions. The people closest to me know 'transition = tracy goes nuts for a while' At least until I get back to myself again.

I got a weird text message this evening, and I quote, "Remember me?" Hmm...

In the words of my queen,
"seems like every time i try to...
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fej:
Nice to have you lurkin smile
wisp:
I have gotten strange enough text messages that I only hope aren't from people I know. wink
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Weird thing: I realized last night that Jesse's wedding reception will be on the 1 year anniversary of Tinkie's death. How depressing. Going to have to raise a glass to her.
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Anti Terrorist: As we all know, the Taliban considers it a sin for a man to see a naked woman who is not his wife. So, this Saturday at 2:00 PM(EST) all women...
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tara81:
haha great profile pic..
gingerlie:
:prepares to help her country:
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it's 3am and i can't sleep. well, i'm sure i could sleep, i just don't want to. transitional periods suck.
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thursday:
i have a friend that dreamt she was carrying satan's baby. pretty freaky huh?
wisp:
I love the really late hours. They are so quiet and have intreguing noises... Boo!
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Ahhh... I feel so good since writing my last journal. I feel vented. I needed that. There's a few other things I need to get out of my system, but they're still brewing at the moment. plus, there's a story I'd like to post when I finally finish it.

So the Spookster drives a Mercedes, huh? My Aunt had a little vw once, put a...
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Synnove AND Mary in the same week?! I'm getting heart palpatations and I'm feeling very weak love
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26oo:
welcome back dum dum wink
26oo:
he he...excellent Shrek reference...keep it up and beat em up.
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"I always wanted to be someone, but I see now that I should've been more specific"
-- Lily Tomlin

What a wonderful quote. I've lived my life thusfar in that same manner. Screaming to be found, but ultimately being lost on people more specific. I've often wondered why? Am I so aloof that I look disinterested? All I want is to show what I feel....
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wisp:
Maybe you are being a bit too hard on yourself. After all no matter what you do in this world it gets interpreted by someone else. When things matter to them (and everyone is just as guilty) it is no surprise if they react to something that might not even be there but just swirling around inside them.

So my vote is focus on being the way that really gets you going and people that appreciate and lovely you will accumulate.
hellkitten:
Maybe you're right? It's still a pattern I see in my life, but they all had similar reasons. Hmmm
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Mary kicks all ass +o)

Is everyone wearing green today? I'm not. Didn't remember until after I was dressed. *shrug* Maybe next year.

Starting my Art History term paper today. That's what I'll be doing today and tomorrow. Keep me company if you have a minute.

Had a dream about my trip to SF last night. Hope it comes true... at least some of it....
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26oo:
I wore dress pants (first time in 2 years).
wisp:
*hug*

Yah I feel similarly about friends on the qualities I would want front. Luckly I feel like I have a few who have many of them. I was about to say something like I don't think I would move for any of them, but I have talked a lot about moving whilst trying to convince one of my friends to go with me.... Yet ultimately its the pesky concept of the -Intimate- relationship that seems most easy for me to feel I would do a lot of displacing to accomidate for the right situation.
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Sometimes my phone lights up - for no apparent reason. Arg!

So, City Confidential is making me want to travel. So many beautiful small towns beconing me "come visit us, trace" *sigh* ok.

I've been thinking of all my travel plans - quite exciting. OH! Get this: I was reading my horoscope in (okay, okay, it's a rag...) the Sun and it said I should...
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drunkpunk:
Awesome profile pic!!!! And a cool AIM name to boot! If i used AIM, i'd add you. But i don't. Oh humfrown
drunkpunk:
Unfortunately, i never wear green. It clashes with my eyes! But i might be persuaded to put a green condom on, should a drunken Irish girl mysteriously knock on my door tonightwink
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I'm sitting here playing snood singing along with all the sarah harmer tunes I have. She does a FANTASTIC version of "Blue Moon" +o)

Thinking of going into school tomorrow to look up some info for my term paper. Wish I had one of those nifty mp3 player things to bring this great vibe with me.

Speaking of tunage, Sloan's "The Other Man" is one...
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jarelshow:
r u ms. slean?
papawheelie:
I *heart* snood
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You know what I should do? Set up a book hut on the beach in Baja. Sell books, sun hats, and sun screen. Think it would work or should I do that in a more exotic local?

OH! I could cut a deal with Spooky to sell SG tanks! Good idea or what?!
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supernovice:
But, mom, we had kitty stew LAST night...
synnove:
eeeheheh your profile pic is so funny. i don't know if i'd go far enough to say that it was cute, because he reminds me of yoda... and for some reason it looks like he's being cooked in a pot on the stove. haha
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Hmmm what to do tonight? I feel like talking. I feel like being social. *shrug* I just want to distract myself with a bit of happiness. whatever
roamingaround:
Happiness is a warm airgun, full of bb's.

I'm shooting it and typing this, alternately.

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Ironic today would be the day Chloe's Get Dark set debuts. Fitting.

I live in this place and I don't know why I can't remember the customs. As I said in deadboys journal, every so often I get soft and start thinking I can live without walls, but my role in life is to stand on my tippy toes trying to see out the window....
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swerve:
hey now thats enough of the crazy talk.... HEY I SAY HEY

come back here and wallow with the rest of us!

COME BACK!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!?!?!

sigh*
ryancorpse:
I'm sorry your feeling down. if it helps, i loved it when you said hun, tongue.

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