hellcatjustine

fast times, software piracy, and godiva ice cream...

what a day. We got my old mattress moved, and I ran a few errands. When we got back from the mattress deal, I got in my car to go to Petco, and it wouldn't start. Fucking fuck.

so I don't know what is up at the moment.

I got some rad new plugins for my graphics program. PSP in the motherfuckin house!


I've eaten nearly this entire half pint of ice cream. oink oink.

I'm wrapped up in our chenelle blanket. My hair is still wet, it's cold.

I have some pictures of my newly colored hair. again.

I'll post those when I get done with this.

so many thoughts racing around these days. Never enough time, never enough progress.

how do I get around it?

the pollen is blowing in, in droves, and allergies are rampant in my household.


jack handy is one funny motherfucker.

Sometimes when I feel like killing someone, I do a little trick to calm myself down. I'll go over to the persons house and ring the doorbell. When the person comes to the door, I'm gone, but you know what I've left on the porch? A jack-o-lantern with a knife stuck in the side of it's head with a note that says "You." After that I usually feel a lot better, and no harm done.

I feel like that quite a bit.

I cooked dinner tonight for my mom, and me and the man. Mom is all alone at the moment since Daddy went to stay with his mom. More tests for her tomorrow, she'll likely start chemo soon.

Trying not to freak about my car. She isn't even that old, and I am her only owner. And she's paid for. I don't want another car, I want the batmobile back.

I miss driving already.

my sacred heart of jesus candle is burning brightly

getting stoned and playing with new filters.

must go to sleep soon. tomorrow will start early.

later for y'all...



PS: don't forget to check out the new red...



**********
Lying in my bed i hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion -
is nothing new
Flashback - warm nights -
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after -

Sometimes you picture me -
I'm walking to far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said -
Then you say - go slow -
I fall behind -
the second hand unwinds


If you're lost you can look - and you will find me
time after time
If you fall I will catch you - I'll be waiting
time after time

After my picture fades a darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows -
you're wondering if I'm O.K.
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time -

If you're lost you can look - and you will find me
time after time
If you fall I will catch you - I'll be waiting
time after time