hellcatjustine

All my life, all I ever wanted was to be normal, and I have instead had to settle for being merely fabulous...



What a capital day.

The store was not so bad. I had serious acid reflux problems this morning, but once that was over, the day wasn't so bad.

Some really great fucking news for us all...or at least for me...

I talked to this really great photographer here in town, and he's going to shoot my SG set....

I will be naked on the internet again, soon...

I know you all are so excited....

RockabillyBaby and I are going to take over the fucking world. I just know it.

Tonight was wacky movie night. and it sure was.

I guess I'm not all that cool. But I still have a good time.

I haven't taken the lexapro for two days now. maybe now, I can get off.

otherwise, just shoot me now.

been thinking back to the days when I was a dancer...the part that wasn't about being a drug addict. I'm starting to miss that. and the money. *sigh*

I kinda wish I could go to burlesque auditions, but it is not in the cards for the HellCat this go round....

you should all help me out on some theme ideas for my set. Something not boring. I'm thinking a real vintage pin up girl feel. What do you think?

I've been in a real Marilyn Manson mood the last day or so. I was such a spooky kid back in high school. I even shaved notches in my eyebrows and wore all this fucked up eyeliner. oh, back in the day....

I'm having a moment...

and an idea...

don't wait up...

she's made of hair and bone and little teeth
and things I cannot speak
she comes on like a crippled plaything
spine is just a string
I wrapped our love in all this foil
silver-tight like spider legs
I never wanted it to ever spoil
but flies will always lay their eggs
Take your hatred out on me
make your victim my head
you never ever believed in me
I am your tourniquet
prosthetic synthesis with butterfly
sealed up with virgin stitch
if it hurts, baby please tell me
preserve the innocence
I never wanted it to end like this
but flies will lay their eggs