it's what you take that makes it right...
what a day. did some cleaning. mostly slept in for awhile. it's nice to do that. last night was lots of fun, had a great dinner, played some more trivial pursuit, watched part of the oscars, and then visited my dance partner, who is on my list at the moment. and that S doesn't stand for soap, as my gramma would say.
my eye intercepted a flying bottle cap at my aunt's house this evening. and this is the family that I LIKE.
so my dance partner, who is the ex of the lady I work for, well, he took a fair amount of money from her. she's got chronic illness, and has been sick the last week. I hate being stuck in the middle of shit like this.
the utility bill looms omminously like a dark cloud over my head. MLG and fucking Robbery.
today, I rubbed a little salt in a wound. and I enjoyed it.
supersadomasochisticexpaladocious
hoping to hear soon about another job. I wish I could make things work in some other way, but I have to make it work. Besides, I hate being this broke. I can't shop.
I'm adjusting much better to the meds. been able to eat more the last two days. and my fingernails are still growing, and so far, I haven't bitten them off.
maybe I am finally growing up, I can stop biting my nails. whatever.
cool shows coming up soon. someone wants me to sing for his band. I need to listen to the CD. I might just do it. I haven't really sang much in a long time.
good to diversify.
waiting for uncle sam to send my refund check. hopefully I'll get back into school soon. A girl can dream.
Dreaming is free....
would you gladly suffer a measure of a thousand disappointments just for one glorious moment that makes you feel truly alive?
now I think...it isn't about suffering. when the light is there, no one suffers.
he makes me smile like you would not believe. in every possible way.
if this is a dream, I never want to wake up. but it is not. and I cannot help but be thankful, grateful, for what I have now.
I will not take these things for granted.
and now, I must do something. the DNS for the store site hasn't resolved yet, so I can't upload anything, so I haven't done anything...
Tuesdays are for productivity.
and tonight is for something I cannot get out of my head.
as far as you take me, that's where i believe
the realm of soft delusions, floating on the laves
on a distant shoreline, she waves her arms to me
as all the thought police, and closing in for sleep
the dilly dally, of my bright lit stay
the steam of my misfortunes
has given me the power to be afraid
and in my mind i'm everyone
and in my mind
without a care in this whole world
without a care in this life
it's what you take that makes it right
porcelina of the oceans blue
in the slipstream, of thoughtless thoughts
the light of all that's good, the light of all that's true
to the fringes gladly, i walk unadorned
with gods and their creations
with filth and disease
porcelina, she waits for me there
with seashell hissing lullabyes
and whispers fathomed deep inside my own
hidden thoughts and alibis
my secret thoughts come alive
without a care in this whole world
without a care in this life
it's what you take that makes it right
and in my mind i'm everyone
in my mind i'm everyone of you
you make it right
it's all allright
you make it right
porcelina of the oceans blue
what a day. did some cleaning. mostly slept in for awhile. it's nice to do that. last night was lots of fun, had a great dinner, played some more trivial pursuit, watched part of the oscars, and then visited my dance partner, who is on my list at the moment. and that S doesn't stand for soap, as my gramma would say.
my eye intercepted a flying bottle cap at my aunt's house this evening. and this is the family that I LIKE.
so my dance partner, who is the ex of the lady I work for, well, he took a fair amount of money from her. she's got chronic illness, and has been sick the last week. I hate being stuck in the middle of shit like this.
the utility bill looms omminously like a dark cloud over my head. MLG and fucking Robbery.
today, I rubbed a little salt in a wound. and I enjoyed it.
supersadomasochisticexpaladocious
hoping to hear soon about another job. I wish I could make things work in some other way, but I have to make it work. Besides, I hate being this broke. I can't shop.
I'm adjusting much better to the meds. been able to eat more the last two days. and my fingernails are still growing, and so far, I haven't bitten them off.
maybe I am finally growing up, I can stop biting my nails. whatever.
cool shows coming up soon. someone wants me to sing for his band. I need to listen to the CD. I might just do it. I haven't really sang much in a long time.
good to diversify.
waiting for uncle sam to send my refund check. hopefully I'll get back into school soon. A girl can dream.
Dreaming is free....
would you gladly suffer a measure of a thousand disappointments just for one glorious moment that makes you feel truly alive?
now I think...it isn't about suffering. when the light is there, no one suffers.
he makes me smile like you would not believe. in every possible way.
if this is a dream, I never want to wake up. but it is not. and I cannot help but be thankful, grateful, for what I have now.
I will not take these things for granted.
and now, I must do something. the DNS for the store site hasn't resolved yet, so I can't upload anything, so I haven't done anything...
Tuesdays are for productivity.
and tonight is for something I cannot get out of my head.
as far as you take me, that's where i believe
the realm of soft delusions, floating on the laves
on a distant shoreline, she waves her arms to me
as all the thought police, and closing in for sleep
the dilly dally, of my bright lit stay
the steam of my misfortunes
has given me the power to be afraid
and in my mind i'm everyone
and in my mind
without a care in this whole world
without a care in this life
it's what you take that makes it right
porcelina of the oceans blue
in the slipstream, of thoughtless thoughts
the light of all that's good, the light of all that's true
to the fringes gladly, i walk unadorned
with gods and their creations
with filth and disease
porcelina, she waits for me there
with seashell hissing lullabyes
and whispers fathomed deep inside my own
hidden thoughts and alibis
my secret thoughts come alive
without a care in this whole world
without a care in this life
it's what you take that makes it right
and in my mind i'm everyone
in my mind i'm everyone of you
you make it right
it's all allright
you make it right
porcelina of the oceans blue
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isnt that word the longest word in the dictionary?