hefaistos

i woke up, and rolled over, and my propane camp stove was gone. i looked around, and so to was my heavy coat, and my bag of hygene shit. this couldnt be happening. i sat up to the slow realization, that this could be the last day i get to live in my plywood castle. if someone could get in here and take my stuff...
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Here's the thing. Has anyone heard of "snow Tubes"? they are everywhere here, and there are stories on the news about em, and they areFREAKY!!! varying in size from an inch tall to a foot or more, they are hollow logs(for lack of a more descriptive word) of snow. now the meterologist says that are formed by the wind, and perfectly conditioned snow, but im...
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lets hear a cheer for people who do things simply to give others joy. there is a special person, and she talked to me, though she didnt know me at all. simply to make me smile. she is more special than i have words for. people that are selfless are a rare and beautiful thing, and should always always be commended.

the only ones that can truly hurt someone, are the ones we let inside. the ones we never suspect it from. strangers daily make comments that dont affect me, yet the smallest slight from someone close stings like the dickens.
"how does he leave the house looking like that?"

"why do you have so much metal in your face?"

"have you seen his tattoos? why...
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the weekend rolled past, and i was once again suprised by fate. invited someplce by someone i would never expect. life is truly amazing when viewed from a perspective of little thing mean so much. when your expecting the lottery and miraculous epiphany, there are so many things over looked. my son played a song for me the other day, on his drums. i dont...
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why is it, the harder we try to find a place to fit, the farther outside we become? when i was young i didnt fit with them, and as i grew older i was more disasociated. the lonelyness is unrelenting. somewhere there must be a place where i fit in. a place where i will go unnoticed and blend. where the only requirement is to...
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