ok, i firmly believe that when one door closes, another one opens.
i was riding my bicycle, and i passed a guy i know, and in the course of talking, he told me about a place that was empty. and who owned it. so i approched the lady, shes about 85 years old. turns out shes anxious to have someone in the place, and she...
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i was riding my bicycle, and i passed a guy i know, and in the course of talking, he told me about a place that was empty. and who owned it. so i approched the lady, shes about 85 years old. turns out shes anxious to have someone in the place, and she...
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i was buying a house, not my dream home or anything, but it was a really good deal. half way through closing, the woman selling it backs out. now i have told my present landlord he could feel free to kiss my ass. i wont be able to stay here. houses are difficult to find in my town, and i definatly dont want to live...
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zoe:
funny, i decided long ago that trailer is above efficiency and iffy house on my list of housing options. you could always buy a van/bus and go on a road trip. say you lost both places on purpose...freeing yourself from the man and so on. you could always find a place at may creek farms in bloomington, indiana. it's a commune i lived near when i was growing up. beautiful place, and very safe. if nothing else, consider the scene from fight club when the destruction of tyler's suite is being investigated. free yourself.
here's to you!
xoxo zoe xoxo
here's to you!
xoxo zoe xoxo
alia666:
*gasp* Oh honey, I'm so sorry! Zoe's commune idea sounded really cool. And if worse comes to worse, apartments in Terre Haute usually open up during the summer because the college students move out and go home. Good luck with everything and keep me posted!
all my life, i have looked to the horizon,dreamed that i was meant for something more, and thought there would be a true love. a woman who cared about me above all others.
i was wrong.
the tears wont stop till i realize. for me, horizons are illusion. there isnt more, there just is. love like that is a lie told in pretty wrappings like...
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i was wrong.
the tears wont stop till i realize. for me, horizons are illusion. there isnt more, there just is. love like that is a lie told in pretty wrappings like...
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emily:
Oh my god....I just LOVE what you wrote in your journal....I dont know....Its just so....so..Beautiful...Call me lame if want...
thursday:
don't dream of women on the horizon.
dream of what there is for YOU...
dream of what there is for YOU...
been sick for a week, and the weather has been so beautiful. today, i had to spend about 10 hours outside, and have been feeling better, so what happens? it breaks off cold, about 30 degrees, with a twenty mph wind whistling along.
anyway, i went to see a bunch of movies, and the one i was most disappointed with, was dreamcatcher. i read the...
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anyway, i went to see a bunch of movies, and the one i was most disappointed with, was dreamcatcher. i read the...
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thursday:
wow, what a life. i'm glad that you can even exist on your own.
i met a girl once who had had a large portion of her brain removed in an attempt to control her epilepsy. it was so interesting to hear her talk about her recovery process. she said that she didn't have to relearn how to read, but that it felt so weird to do it. like she couldn't believe that was how people read....
i met a girl once who had had a large portion of her brain removed in an attempt to control her epilepsy. it was so interesting to hear her talk about her recovery process. she said that she didn't have to relearn how to read, but that it felt so weird to do it. like she couldn't believe that was how people read....
hellkitten:
Amen to that brother! I try to do as much as I can, I know there are so many out there that aren't as priviledged as myself. I collect can tabs for the kidney foundation - every 1000 gives someone a free dialysis session and I also do the blogathon every year for cancer. Those are the main ones, though, everything else is a little here and there and helping granny's cross the street, etc... I'm glad you know what it's like to give, that's something that people overlook everyday. Sad, but true.
I agree with you about Dreamcatcher. I saw it last night and was dissapointed that it ended up a bit sci-fi. Didn't read the book, so all I had to go on was the trailers to the film. Meh... at least I got to have some popcorn soup - yeah, I like it super buttery +o)
I agree with you about Dreamcatcher. I saw it last night and was dissapointed that it ended up a bit sci-fi. Didn't read the book, so all I had to go on was the trailers to the film. Meh... at least I got to have some popcorn soup - yeah, I like it super buttery +o)
there are about 500 movies i want to see, in theaters right now.
i have to go see my father this weekend. we havent really talked for about three years. im nervous about it. my family seems to be the only people with any intrest in hurting me, and they are so good at thier work.
for the last two days, i have blown my...
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i have to go see my father this weekend. we havent really talked for about three years. im nervous about it. my family seems to be the only people with any intrest in hurting me, and they are so good at thier work.
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zoe:
you kind of look like the guy that does my tattoos...not enough to be him, but you bear a resemblance
where in indiana is dugger? i spent about 6 years in bloomington indiana. quite a state
xoxo
where in indiana is dugger? i spent about 6 years in bloomington indiana. quite a state
xoxo
alia666:
I'm playing at Sam's Club in the Commons at ISU.
i would like to hear about peoples views on open mindedness, tolerance, and understanding.
you see, i feel there isnt enough of any of these things in the world today. and im not just talking about for the people with an alternate lifestyle, or new beliefs, or a less than mainstream religion.
im look white.actually, i am native american , scotch , irish , italian...
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you see, i feel there isnt enough of any of these things in the world today. and im not just talking about for the people with an alternate lifestyle, or new beliefs, or a less than mainstream religion.
im look white.actually, i am native american , scotch , irish , italian...
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alia666:
Even though I don't agree with all of your views, I very much respect you now for sharing them. It does take guts to do that. A lotof people find it very easy to keep quiet and avoid attracting any sort of attention to themselves. Kudos to you.
i went out tonight. the place i heard so many good things about was all a bunch of posers. got in the pit, and it was a bunch of idiots, lookin to prove how much damage they could give and take. i like the pit, when its all about togetherness, about a bunch of people, moving as a oneness. a mass of humanity. not trying...
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thursday:
the watcher was magic...
alia666:
Do you write a lot? I like this entry a lot. You're incredible with your descriptions. 
Is it as nice and toasty warm where you are? I just want to nap on the grass all day.
Is it as nice and toasty warm where you are? I just want to nap on the grass all day.
when i was young, i fantasized about having a relationship that was stronger even than a desire for life. sid and nancy, bonnie and clyde, romeo and juliet were the stories i idolized. i often told girls, and later, women, that i would die for them. i meant it at the time, but upon reflection, i was a moron. life is for living, not for...
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cherry:
I had this exact conversation with a friend the other day. Of course I agree with you... what a waste.
Cherry xx
Cherry xx
i watched a movie last night with kevin spacey in it. he plays the lead, and it was a pisser of a show, until the very end, and his closing dilouge made the whole thing worth the investment of two hours.
its called "the shipping news", and i whole heartedly recomend everyone see it. if even for the last few lines. its on max,hbo,shotime,tmc, or...
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its called "the shipping news", and i whole heartedly recomend everyone see it. if even for the last few lines. its on max,hbo,shotime,tmc, or...
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voltaire:
Dennis Hopper DOES rule....
bubblesinalaska:
i was a broken man and now i'm in the healing process.......15 years of constant meth,heroin,crack,and tequilia.......done alot a damage to the brain dept.......two years without even so much as a drink or hita weed......probably not the same type a broken man as your thinkin' of but that's what it made me think of.......
yea, this whole buyin' land thing's kinda weird for me.....i been basically livin' on the ship i work on for the last four years....now i'm gonna have a house and a "plot a land".....as well as something like 120k in debit owed....but livin' far from town on my own place is something that really apeals to me at this stage in life......talkeetna is a wonderful place.......lotsa interesting folks livin' there own lifestyles up there.....pretty much the same way things are on the kenai penesula(sp?) where i'm building........anyway i ramble on alot......
i like to read your posts....they're interesting....unlike mine.....i feel like i never know what to write about even though my life is full of crazy shit and people........
*BubblesInPortland*
yea, this whole buyin' land thing's kinda weird for me.....i been basically livin' on the ship i work on for the last four years....now i'm gonna have a house and a "plot a land".....as well as something like 120k in debit owed....but livin' far from town on my own place is something that really apeals to me at this stage in life......talkeetna is a wonderful place.......lotsa interesting folks livin' there own lifestyles up there.....pretty much the same way things are on the kenai penesula(sp?) where i'm building........anyway i ramble on alot......
i like to read your posts....they're interesting....unlike mine.....i feel like i never know what to write about even though my life is full of crazy shit and people........
*BubblesInPortland*
the deal for the new house is plodding along, but it seems like its racing. having rented for so many years, makes owning my own place very scary. plus, i will be giving up my studio, temporarily, which blows. on the other hand, maybe having to hold off on work will give me a new outlook, or even a new direction.
the weather has been...
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cherry:
Heh he, thank you
The weather has been real good here too, lately...
Cherry xx
The weather has been real good here too, lately...
Cherry xx
alia666:
Wow, that would suck to wake up to!!
Yeah, the weather has been awesome. I go outside to smoke and end up just lolling around in the sun like a lizard.
Yeah, the weather has been awesome. I go outside to smoke and end up just lolling around in the sun like a lizard.
xoxo zoe xoxo