If there’s a button on the wall saying “do not push” so you push it then you die of pushing the button, is that like... self manslaughter?
It’s not suicide because there was no suicidal intent - you didn’t know it would kill you and it can’t be murder or manslaughter because it was inflicted on yourself.
If I was a coroner presiding over such...
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The thing about The Matrix is we do more or less exactly the same thing to chickens as what the machines did to us.
I’m suddenly half expecting a chicken Neo to rise up and make peace with the system by destroying its most dangerous foe (which is probably Coronavirus right now).
Go chicken Neo!
All the way through my life I’ve been disappointing people because they’ve expected me to compete at the same level as neurotypical.
I’m not neurotypical.
I’m on the autistic spectrum, all my life I’ve felt stupid and inadequate, wondering why I can’t do the things everybody around me can do effortlessly.
Since there’s nothing visibly wrong with me, people assume I’m not making any effort...
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The anti depressants were working for a few days but good things don’t last.
I’m again struggling with negative moods. When I feel down, the external tends to be a mirror for my thoughts - so it tends to feed in to the negative thinking making it extremely difficult to recover.
It’s sometimes difficult to see which comes first, my bad moods or the external....
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I’ve said it before but here it is again for anyone who missed it.
If you’re on your own during this lockdown and need someone to talk to, I’m here.
Maybe you’re a key worker and you’re stressed at work, or maybe you’ve lost your job and need a shoulder to cry on while you figure stuff out.
I’m on my own, too so it...
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