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I had several possible titles for this piece. ‘In Search Of Time’ was one of them. For a moment I was transfixed by the irony of it; the folly of spending time trying to find the time to spend. So I incorporated this into the lyrics and went for a more encumberant title.

In calling it The Individual, I create a timely dynamic. Perhaps envisioning...
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‘The Individual’

He said it’s kind of awkward,
living in endless tomorrows;
like pacing on the spot,
not even moving forward.

Manifest all the time we borrow
and chart every day I’ve missed
in search of time to do the things
I wished away the time to do.

Honestly, I think this would be
a reason to malign this terrible season
and grow — away...
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My heart is at war with god. I’m facing a tough decision: shall I obey a universe that doesn’t care about me? Or shall I be true to myself and face all the abuse?

I’m unafraid. Come what may, I’ll be true to myself. God is wrong - I’d rather be alone than with the wrong person.

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I’ve learned that trolls tend to be looking for attention, so if you validate them by losing your rag it will turn into a frenzied mass bullying session. I learned that the hard way.

These days I tend to be very resilient when it comes to this. I find if you don’t reply or if needs be, leave a calm and rational comment, you can...
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I’ve been analysing myself a lot lately, with an honest eye. I think it’s quite courageous to take a long hard look within, particularly when you don’t like what you see. Before I’d find myself escaping into fantasy to avoid seeing all the unpleasant emotions I was feeling, but now I feel strong enough to address some of the things I didn’t like.

Whenever somebody...
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melyse:
I read it singing, actually <3 it just took me a while to remember the song name lol - Putting holes in happiness
heatherisaboynow:
@melyse yes indeed 😁
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If two people are on the phone, that makes two people holding a receiver. So who is the source? Who is the one holding the giver? Something is afoot 🤨