to nikki:
"enjoy your day" by Alkaline Trio:
"so where'd you go?
how was your vacation home?
well obviously you were busy, too busy for me.
so this is how you leave me?
i'm broken hearted on the floor.
my tears seep through the crack under my door.
where i am locked in, shut down.
i'm so tired of picking myself up off the ground....
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"enjoy your day" by Alkaline Trio:
"so where'd you go?
how was your vacation home?
well obviously you were busy, too busy for me.
so this is how you leave me?
i'm broken hearted on the floor.
my tears seep through the crack under my door.
where i am locked in, shut down.
i'm so tired of picking myself up off the ground....
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emily:
thursday:
i'm sensing some bitterness here...
when people read what I have to write... I want them to think "wow and this is from a kid, he's only 20 years old but wow can he write"
why I want people to think that I'm not too sure.
I want nikki to think that... I wrote her what I wanted to say... I read through it ... and it's not BAD... but...
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why I want people to think that I'm not too sure.
I want nikki to think that... I wrote her what I wanted to say... I read through it ... and it's not BAD... but...
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al:
You know, you're kinda an asshole.
I did something tonight that I have never done before... I may never do again... not cause I didn't like it but because I know it's not good for me. maybe only if I become really stressed out it did help me relieve stress...
still all I could think about was nikki.... does this mean I love her?
I mean I know in my heart...
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still all I could think about was nikki.... does this mean I love her?
I mean I know in my heart...
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I got to hang out with nikki for a bit last night...
I invited her to come shoot pool with us... she told me she'd see me there.... she worked until 11... and we were there all night... kinda sucks she didn't show up until the place was JUST CLOSING... I was really upset about that.... she said "I WILL SEE YOU THERE" and then...
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I invited her to come shoot pool with us... she told me she'd see me there.... she worked until 11... and we were there all night... kinda sucks she didn't show up until the place was JUST CLOSING... I was really upset about that.... she said "I WILL SEE YOU THERE" and then...
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sxesam:
Nice band list until JACK OFF JILL? What the hell is that goth crap? Kill that bull...
clara:
*sending confident vibes your way, you seXXXy thang* 
I am feeling so stupid I want her to like me way too much... nikki means so much to me... too much no one should mean this much to anyone... all I want to do is hug her kiss her like she did me ... fall asleep with her in my arms.... but she does not want that... she is sleeping with friends maybe? friends... Read More
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gwendolyn:
I just wanted to thank you for commenting in my journal all the time. I love reading your thoughts.
P.S. Such a shadowy picture, I want to see your face! It's only fair, right? (You show me yours, I'll show you mine...?)
P.S. Such a shadowy picture, I want to see your face! It's only fair, right? (You show me yours, I'll show you mine...?)
clara:
Disregarding advice is my other part-time job. Perhaps we should found a union so we can fight for the rights of our brothers and sisters.
tonight was one of the best nights I ahve ever had... EASILY...
Carlos called in sick today to work..... so after my shift I went over to his house... but not before inviting nikki . we went and played pool and nikki came... yea we almost thought she was going to flake.... despite carlos being all over her (which REALLY bothers me... I mean like...
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Carlos called in sick today to work..... so after my shift I went over to his house... but not before inviting nikki . we went and played pool and nikki came... yea we almost thought she was going to flake.... despite carlos being all over her (which REALLY bothers me... I mean like...
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psychoneurotic:
I would give ya advice.. but i can't concentrate long enough to read all of that.... Sorry
-Psycho x
Sorry
-Psycho x
pr0ject605:
Dude, situations like that are hard enough to give advice on when you know the person... and even harder online. Tho honestly, it sounds like she'd be pretty lucky to have you, and I'm sure that if she doesn't already realize it, she will soon enough. If I were a prick, I'd say have one of your other female friends go out with you guys sometime and hang on you a lot just to see if dreamy girl shows any signs of jealousy... but I'm not a prick, and I'd never advise you to do that... Nope, not me.
Best thing to do tho, is probably just talk to her as soon as possible and just ask her how she's doing, since she was drunk and all the last time you saw her, and you were/are concerned about if she got home ok (tho you should have offered her a ride home, shame on you.) And depending on how well you flirt, or how subtle you can be, drop a few hints about the hug and neck kiss and be like "You're lucky you didn't do that when you were sober or I'd have pounced you." I dunno... just express concern and be happy that she's ok, and never miss a chance to remind her that you care. She'll pick up on it sooner or later. Until then... you can't go wrong with huggin
Best thing to do tho, is probably just talk to her as soon as possible and just ask her how she's doing, since she was drunk and all the last time you saw her, and you were/are concerned about if she got home ok (tho you should have offered her a ride home, shame on you.) And depending on how well you flirt, or how subtle you can be, drop a few hints about the hug and neck kiss and be like "You're lucky you didn't do that when you were sober or I'd have pounced you." I dunno... just express concern and be happy that she's ok, and never miss a chance to remind her that you care. She'll pick up on it sooner or later. Until then... you can't go wrong with huggin
"You take the dog
I'll take the Galaxy 500.
you get the cat
I get the couch you don't want anymoooore....
you take the fish
I'll take the bowl
you take the dishes while you're at it take my soul...
but things ain't so bad
cause I've got a Galaxy 500!
YEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
You get the house
I get a cheap motel room.
You get a...
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psychoneurotic:
Nutter 
[Edited on Mar 27, 2003]
[Edited on Mar 27, 2003]
"they bite,
they fight,
they bite and fight and fight!
bite bite bite
fight fight fight,
the itchy & scratchy show!!!!"
they fight,
they bite and fight and fight!
bite bite bite
fight fight fight,
the itchy & scratchy show!!!!"
work sucked today... I was going to sleep when the store was actually opening and I then got to work 4 hours after that... (yea right on time actually) but it sucked... I was working alone the whole day really... I work at home depot and my department is well "the whole store" really I mean I work in the parking lot and outside constantly......
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hazie:
on the plus side I've been noticing this girl heather...she's REALLY cute yea! a really cute blonde chick that's a first for me 
anyhow she's so neat! she's a cashier... by neat I mean attractive. and she's also my age.... and yea we'd probably make a happy couple... ... however ... she's rumored to be mormon (and I believe that is the truth) and that totally just throws a wrench in the works.... being that I do follow christian beliefs and will never convert to being mormon... even if it meant getting a virgin on my wedding night. ::sigh:: she's just that hot. and that was the PLUS side to my DAY! saying hello to her and goodbye! ach! kill me quickly please.
anyhow she's so neat! she's a cashier... by neat I mean attractive. and she's also my age.... and yea we'd probably make a happy couple... ... however ... she's rumored to be mormon (and I believe that is the truth) and that totally just throws a wrench in the works.... being that I do follow christian beliefs and will never convert to being mormon... even if it meant getting a virgin on my wedding night. ::sigh:: she's just that hot. and that was the PLUS side to my DAY! saying hello to her and goodbye! ach! kill me quickly please.
autumn:
Don't stress.. jobs suck. Ah home De pot... they give drug tests dont they?
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I was playing video games all day today...
...when I turned the tv on and the games off there were NORMAL programs on... nothing about the war in iraq...
could the war be over? did everyone in the news media all of a sudden die?
did everyone write in and say "take this boring bullshit off the TV, and let me see my regular shows!!!"...
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...when I turned the tv on and the games off there were NORMAL programs on... nothing about the war in iraq...
could the war be over? did everyone in the news media all of a sudden die?
did everyone write in and say "take this boring bullshit off the TV, and let me see my regular shows!!!"...
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opahl:
There was normal tv on and I missed it!?!?!?!?!
Well darn.
Well darn.
louise:
you would like a scent that is citrusy and herby. it's one of my favorites too.