hazelscum134

well, it is good to see that you are thinking, Good to see there is a mind beneath the booze, the yelling, and all that other shit.
The joys of our age, the feeling that the whole world is going to explode at any moment, and yet we still know that that never fucking happens.
But I would state your ideas in a much different context. It is not a matter of figuring out what you should be doing or where and who you should do it with.

It is more about realizing that who you are and who you want to be are not the same thing.

Moving, school a new girlfreind are only asthetic things that will never accomplish your real goal, to be something more then who you are. You can not run from yourself, believe me, I have tried, why else do you think I am sitting alone in this room right now.

I may have lost you already, but its funny, when I type you hear what I think, which are things that I rarely say.

So Dr. Sam says " embrace the pain, fuck your freinds and fuck your lovers. Do what ever it takes, regardless. ingore the past, if it was so great we wouldn't be here today and don't let them tell you otherwise."

THanks bro, I needed that. It is odd, how much eaier it is to type a feeling and post it rather than formulate a sentence in words that is gonna actually get your point across. I got another friend today. a texan girl. I also just got home from spreading the word of @cme somemore, I've also started writing scum. figured it was apropriate. 1 more @cme Scumbag, saying haha and fuck you yA jew. take care and poke your roomie a couple of times for me.