I haven't been this scared in a long time...
And I'm so unprepared...
I was driving around Kalamazoo yesterday and realized that in a few weeks I'd be gone... Living a different life in a different city. I'm excited, dont get me wrong... But I'm actually doing it. I'm not sure how to feel about it.
I'm searching for distractions... I was hoping that this show I'm planning would be it... but my thoughts still linger through the idea that I am giving up everything I know. I suppose you need to do that once in awhile. I'd hate to get comfortable, or worse... stuck.
I guess it's okay... And I'll be okay... I'm sure. I'm sorry for being a bad friend - I promise I'll be on more soon.
It's the D in Detroit... which scares me to no end...I'll count to ten... and leaving this town makes so much sense.
And I'm so unprepared...
I was driving around Kalamazoo yesterday and realized that in a few weeks I'd be gone... Living a different life in a different city. I'm excited, dont get me wrong... But I'm actually doing it. I'm not sure how to feel about it.
I'm searching for distractions... I was hoping that this show I'm planning would be it... but my thoughts still linger through the idea that I am giving up everything I know. I suppose you need to do that once in awhile. I'd hate to get comfortable, or worse... stuck.
I guess it's okay... And I'll be okay... I'm sure. I'm sorry for being a bad friend - I promise I'll be on more soon.
It's the D in Detroit... which scares me to no end...I'll count to ten... and leaving this town makes so much sense.
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endquire:
All I care about is that you are okay and I prefer happy.
surlymike:
Sounds like a new beginning---change entails uncertainty, but that's part of its charm!