We say it's over, but won't feel the relief...
I can't really say for sure how I feel about my life right now. I'm not really where I want to be... but I dont know if I really want to be anywhere else right now.
I miss a lot of people right now...I hate missing people... It's weird, because when I'm around the people I...
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I can't really say for sure how I feel about my life right now. I'm not really where I want to be... but I dont know if I really want to be anywhere else right now.
I miss a lot of people right now...I hate missing people... It's weird, because when I'm around the people I...
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I regained control... well, sort of... but whatever.
Blat. I wish I had more to update but my mind is foggy. Much love.
Blat. I wish I had more to update but my mind is foggy. Much love.
osoesoteric:
anytime... i hope everything goes well there 
Sigh. I made a bet/agreement to not call him... he has to call me. I mean, seriously make some effort. He didn't call me back about sex yesterday... and no attempt has been made today. I know what I should do... I just hate having to be in that position. Maybe I'll call... I'll flip a coin to figure it all out.
In other news,...
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In other news,...
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suicidepixeyx:
Don't give in and call! Make him do it! If he doesn't call you then he's an asshole and he doesn't deserve you!
You have to play hard to get. It's the only way to make them suffer if they truely want to be with you or even just want you!
Hope that helped
You have to play hard to get. It's the only way to make them suffer if they truely want to be with you or even just want you!
Hope that helped
osoesoteric:
seriously i agree... you shouldn't call him...
Thanksgiving was kind if disapointing...my brother got drunk and pressed me with religion and politics-two things that we differ on greatly. It was really annoying... 
Today, my mom and I went shopping though. It was so much fun. She wanted me to find my brother [who is in Iraq] a xmas card... It feels so weird to wish someone in such awful conditions, someone who...
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Today, my mom and I went shopping though. It was so much fun. She wanted me to find my brother [who is in Iraq] a xmas card... It feels so weird to wish someone in such awful conditions, someone who...
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bekka138:
sappy is ok.
there is a lot of beauty in the world, and there is a whole lot of suck too.
there is a lot of beauty in the world, and there is a whole lot of suck too.
bekka138:
yes it is.
Life is funny sometimes...Very funny...
Have a great Thanksgiving... I'm thankful for all of you
Have a great Thanksgiving... I'm thankful for all of you
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bekka138:
life is funny!
have a good holiday!
have a good holiday!
osoesoteric:
thanX hope you have a good thanXgiving... just send me an e-mail with your number and i'll give you a call next time i get into town...
hope you have a good thanXgiving... just send me an e-mail with your number and i'll give you a call next time i get into town...So, Corwin made if up to me last night. I guess he felt bad all weekend about what had happened... and brought a flower and a card. It was cute and it's good that he realized he sucked.
I had a job interview with Barnes and Noble today. I really hope I get that job. The interview seemed to go really well thoughl. We'll see......
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I had a job interview with Barnes and Noble today. I really hope I get that job. The interview seemed to go really well thoughl. We'll see......
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b57913:
I hope you get the job too! I have a friend that has worked at a B&N for a year now and she still likes it ok.
bekka138:
its good that he made up for it.
i hope you get the job, I have applied over the years many times at barnes and noble, and they just wont hire me.
i hope you get the job, I have applied over the years many times at barnes and noble, and they just wont hire me.
so tonight i sent corwin on a scavenger hunt around town... should be fun...
man, i really have nothing else going on.
lots of love
man, i really have nothing else going on.
lots of love
it's five pm. i woke up two hours ago... and feel the urge to go back to sleep. but i have shit to do....
yeah, i really don't have much to say.
hmm... im listening to ed harcourt...
the o.c. is on tonight!
um... here's something ed says:
oh baby just admit, if both my wrists were slit, you'd bandage them with style and grace.
yeah, i really don't have much to say.
hmm... im listening to ed harcourt...
the o.c. is on tonight!
um... here's something ed says:
oh baby just admit, if both my wrists were slit, you'd bandage them with style and grace.
evanx:
Dang! You're lazy! 
emtdan:
mmm...sleep...i used to know what that was
I think I'm gaining negative karma points...I accidently scuffed/scratched a car in the parking lot by hitting it today and didnt leave a note. I feel awful. 
I did read an article in Fader magazine today though... it was written by Conor Oberst, and I think it might have left a perma smile/mark on my life. He wrote what he thought America was... and he...
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I did read an article in Fader magazine today though... it was written by Conor Oberst, and I think it might have left a perma smile/mark on my life. He wrote what he thought America was... and he...
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bekka138:
yeah i always want to think i am a good person, and then i do something, and im like, wow im not such a great person.
coffee tomorrow?
coffee tomorrow?
brinny:
hahaha! that came out awhile ago! i got it the secound it came out! i also have his two new cds that arent out yet...shhhhhh! 
I am a huge fan... he is my hobby..haha... ohh i love thee conor....
I am a huge fan... he is my hobby..haha... ohh i love thee conor....
things are looking up.
emtdan:
awesome...any particular reason why?
i saw an excellent film tonight. i couldn't tell you the title but i could tell you that it was beautiful. it was about the difference/thin line between wrong and right.
buddhists believe that everything is empty. i'm not exactly sure what that means, but i think that it means that things are just objects, but we give them meaning. i dont know why we...
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buddhists believe that everything is empty. i'm not exactly sure what that means, but i think that it means that things are just objects, but we give them meaning. i dont know why we...
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bekka138:
looking forward to coffee on thursday, and thanks for the compliments on my profile pic, it made me all warm and fuzzy.
you seem to be in one of those transition phases of life, which although they suck they are great for fiiguring out stuff about yourself.
Enjoy the people around you before you move, trust me they will miss you, but may not realize it till your gone.
you seem to be in one of those transition phases of life, which although they suck they are great for fiiguring out stuff about yourself.
Enjoy the people around you before you move, trust me they will miss you, but may not realize it till your gone.
emtdan:
I think one of the main problems with the world today is that people dont bother to tell people things liek htis. everyone is too worried about what other people might think of statements like this to actually come right out and do it. I think many peoples self esteem would be raised hugely if they were told things like that, whether it comes from a stranger or not...exept the stoopid ppl of course...lol
meh, i want sex... soo bad. blat.
that's all i've got.
that's all i've got.
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emtdan:
lol....
bekka138:
me too.
I think its good that you are single again, but im sorry ya are lonely