Well this has been a long time awaited. i don't know what to write tho. lol.
Well it's 2 weeks til i jet set to brissy yay. um i'm back with jamie cause well i just can't let go of someone i love. and I've been off the booze for just over 3 weeks now i had a bloodtest yesterday. anti depressants seem to be...
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Well it's 2 weeks til i jet set to brissy yay. um i'm back with jamie cause well i just can't let go of someone i love. and I've been off the booze for just over 3 weeks now i had a bloodtest yesterday. anti depressants seem to be...
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rubyfoo:
platypuz:
Hey man,nice to hear your in a good place now,are you still going to stay booze free in brissy ?
Ok firsts first Thankyou! to the 2 people who lifted me out and helped me see i should seek medical help and i have today. So thanks lovemyway and Phantasy!, I feel almost worse than 2005 but i didn't try to kill myself i just cried so fucking much. i want to cry more. and i will when i get into bed soon. I...
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phantasy:
Heya, just checking up on you. Not sure if you're lurking about SG much these days. Let us know how you're doing. 
rubyfoo:
Oh I didn't know....Are you ok? are you feeling better? I can understand where you are coming from, really I can. I really enjoyed meeting you last year in Brisbane, I think you are so much fun and so sincere and just a lovely guy. if you ever want to talk, feel like chatting or anything, please let me know. SERIOUSLY!
I truly hope you will take me up on that anytime....
I was stopping by to see if you were going to be at the ball this year, I hope so....It would be so cool to see you again.
lots of love and understanding,
x
I truly hope you will take me up on that anytime....
I was stopping by to see if you were going to be at the ball this year, I hope so....It would be so cool to see you again.
lots of love and understanding,
x
Well i had an alright weekend and sunday night was fantastic but now i just want to relive the pain i cant stand being alone. being bymyself is pain and it's making me want to drink and hurt myself i cant wait til thursday when my rents get home. i wont feel at all the same I hope! I just want to do it all...
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platypuz:
Aww man sorry to hear your hurting,i have been there myself back a few years..as cliche as it sounds drinking yaself into oblivian wont really do much,trust me i have done that often enough(and still do on occassion) and ya problems are still there plus ya got a fuckin hangover...not a good combination.
Do you have any friends that can come over or maybe you can go to their place,just to get you out of home and mixing with other people.
Did i read that right,did you usedto do drag ?, i havnt seen a decent drag show in ages..the last show i saw was actually a drag king show and it was cool..twas done by a anarcho-feminest collective at a local warehouse space
Anyway mate, i hope your day improves..take care and remember you have friends out there who do care
Do you have any friends that can come over or maybe you can go to their place,just to get you out of home and mixing with other people.
Did i read that right,did you usedto do drag ?, i havnt seen a decent drag show in ages..the last show i saw was actually a drag king show and it was cool..twas done by a anarcho-feminest collective at a local warehouse space
Anyway mate, i hope your day improves..take care and remember you have friends out there who do care
I can't do anything right i keep fucking up. everything left right and center. what is it with me and fucking everything up. why have i come to again fuck everything up? Why i don't know. i just want to do what i did in 05. i want to curl up quit life and start again in 6 months. I just wish it were that...
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soobie:
OK. Work is good. That is a good start.
Ok i'm back to 2 weeks ago again even tho i have fallen in love with someone else. i feel like shit for ruining her life again. I just love that i have morrow off i have to tidy the house and i'll be drinking booze and crying over stupidness. over a miniture killing thing love a love had a love lost from my missdirection....
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natatree:
*hugs*
ponderch3rry:
How come your life changes so hard in between every conversation we have young man?
Speak soon ok?
Much love xo
Speak soon ok?
Much love xo
Just some random writings
Looking like the shadows of death, I am but the smallest breath, In this world I'm insignificant, I'm nothing to noone, nothing to be found, nothing at all, just an insignificant sound, a sigh of relief, when it's disbelief, a star in the sky, that noone disires, just a sound, unpronoun, forgotten aand lost, completly forgot.
A single tear comes from...
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Looking like the shadows of death, I am but the smallest breath, In this world I'm insignificant, I'm nothing to noone, nothing to be found, nothing at all, just an insignificant sound, a sigh of relief, when it's disbelief, a star in the sky, that noone disires, just a sound, unpronoun, forgotten aand lost, completly forgot.
A single tear comes from...
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natatree:
Hope you're doing okay sweetheart! I worry about you.
Thank you for the bday wishes. *hugs*
Thank you for the bday wishes. *hugs*
natatree:
Looks great!!
I hope you start feeling better soon!
I hope you start feeling better soon!
I'm sick and fucking tired of Heartache. This feeling will be stopped by lots of Alcohol tonight.....
I wanted to be rid of her but now she's really gone i miss her immensly. I fucking hate it Crying well i cant cry i've fucking tried but nothing happens i feel dead. *To cry is to know you're alive* i don't wanna go to work and...
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I wanted to be rid of her but now she's really gone i miss her immensly. I fucking hate it Crying well i cant cry i've fucking tried but nothing happens i feel dead. *To cry is to know you're alive* i don't wanna go to work and...
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coralseas:
I'm sorry 
bloodhigh:
i can totally relate right now man
fuckin sick and tired of my stupid computer. and parts of life. Blag. I just wanna leave my job and get away from everything. I like my job and all but life kinda sucks which is makin me go crazy. My ex wants me back, i like her but don';t want that and when i se4e her i just wanna kiss her. but i don't...
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well. It's been a great weekend. But just last night i was hit with an emotion i didn't want to feel. Or maybe emotions. I've just found being alone i feel completley alone. When in bed last night i felt completley helpless and small worthless and just dead. It was something i didn't expect. I'm sitting in my car now out front of tafe feeling...
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soobie:
Dude.
Be good.
How was the Sunday show?
Be good.
How was the Sunday show?
burningleviathan:
Sorry, i didn't reply. I have no credit