okay talking to somebody the other day, and something that happened to me once came up, and I realised that probably the scariest place I have ever been to is my own past. I hate it. It gives me the willies.... not somewhere I'd like to go ever again. I think I'd prefer to pick and choose what I remember, and while I wouldn't change...
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_interrobang_:
I think a lot of people feel the same way. But think on this... How many times have you lowered your opinion of someone based on an embarrasing story that they told you? I can't think of a single time in my personal experiences. So I believe that although one is keen to feel ashamed of things that might have happened in our past, it's probably worse in our minds than in the eyes of those around us. At least those sensible enough to care about the important things.
I saw laura last night. Yay!!! And we watched a DVD and made love.... it was GOOD! FYI laura is a great lover and probably the best I've ever had.
I do love spending time with laura, and we're seeing more of each other than ever, which is good, and and and! it's not all sex related. Like I went round saturday and we were...
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I do love spending time with laura, and we're seeing more of each other than ever, which is good, and and and! it's not all sex related. Like I went round saturday and we were...
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kaikai:
Thats so adorable Peteypants.
However stop being so busy. I miss you.
However stop being so busy. I miss you.
qbug:
Young Peter- Get on Yahoo Messenger once and a while. I miss talking to you. -Q
this is an appology to all that stand for the last 12 weeks, for today, and the next 12 months.
Sorry for being an angsty depressed little twat. Life and work is getting me down. Much. And I know I don't do well with depression. Also I might have drank alittle too... Not so good on drink. Very not good with drink.
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Sorry for being an angsty depressed little twat. Life and work is getting me down. Much. And I know I don't do well with depression. Also I might have drank alittle too... Not so good on drink. Very not good with drink.
Anyway there we...
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bepps:
Remember, alcoholism must be approached very slowly and preferably by drinking alone and slowly increasing your socializing while intoxicated. Never underestimate the need to respect what alcohol can do to you and your reasoning abilities. As long as you never lose that respect for it's abilities to impair your reasoning ability (especially once you're drunk. To be a good drunk you really need to be able to continually and accurately assess how drunk you are) you can get anihilated and never do anything that you regret. 
qbug:
Thanks for calling, Petey. I couldn't really hear you over your accent, but you're the sweetest guy ever. Lovers you. Thanks for caring.
okay... wierd right... I know sal and del are there own people and nothing to do with me, but... I miss them being in the UK... I am happy though. Del seems happier over there than I have seen her in ages and I saw them together tonight, and the feeling was almost one of a father (i'd assume) seeing his daughters grown up content...
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lavenderrr:
0900-INEEDHELP
okay.... funny weekend, full of ups and downs... Saturday me and laura had words. Long and short of it is that she was doing something she'd agreed not to do in the past. Not good, and it mad me feel... well... not good, is the easy way of putting it... Anyway, we're sorted now. It does worry me she'll do it again and not realise...
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userrr33021:
yes i know hunni... just kick my ass!
i lovers you really!
and yes sunday WAS big fun he he he he
shhhhh dnt tell them hehe
lovers you hunni b
xxxxx
i lovers you really!
and yes sunday WAS big fun he he he he
lovers you hunni b
xxxxx
hatter_:
I know love.... we've already talked about it. Just... don't do it again ok.
okay... del is pregnant, so yay for her... And I said I'll do anything she needs to suport her, cos... well she's a mate... but still... Sad for petey... Does that make me shallow and self centred... No. Wait. I am shallow and self centred... ignore that then.
I dunno if I am tired or if I am more home sick than I thought...
know...
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I dunno if I am tired or if I am more home sick than I thought...
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hatter_:
no tooz it ain't...
and thanks Del, that's sweet of ya... I'll be fine, don't you worry about me... Let us worry about you okay
and if that fails we'll just adopt you...
PS I do NOT send care packages of cold hard cash
and thanks Del, that's sweet of ya... I'll be fine, don't you worry about me... Let us worry about you okay
PS I do NOT send care packages of cold hard cash
cherrylix:
No cold hard cash?! What kind of adoptive father ARE you?! :o
userrr33021:
lmfao! were u pissed?
love you really!
love you really!
expo:
come again
okay so the annoying girl has said she's not pregnant with my kid (suprise suprise!)... Work is going... OKay ish. The folks I came up here with are cool. I'm still not really happy though. I dunno if it's cos I am tired or lack of sun light or summat else I was talk to kai about yesterday, but... well, it's not good. I think...
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qbug:
I'm sorry you're sad lately. I love you, if that helps at all lol.
Well, you can text me if you ever need to talk.
Well, you can text me if you ever need to talk.
lavenderrr:
You can meet him in a few weeks, if you want!

okay.... going away tomorrow.... Found out I am "Shooting blanks", or in other words can never have kids. Oh and some girl who keeps trying to cause trouble said apprently I got her pregnant... I mean... I wouldn't ever get my peen near THAT! ewww.... Just pisses me off.
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userrr33021:
well im glad i gave tht girl a piece of my mind... i mean honeslty! shes a slag whore!!
lovers you hunni
lovers you hunni
bepps:
Didn't you see Gattaca? There's tricks they can do, ya know. 
okay.... to follow on from the last one....
Well, according to tradtion a girl can ask a guy to marry her on the 29th of Feb... So the Lady Laura did on friday... Oh my answer went something like "Yes. Of course. A million times and more yes!!!"
so YAY-pants for us!!!!
Well, according to tradtion a girl can ask a guy to marry her on the 29th of Feb... So the Lady Laura did on friday... Oh my answer went something like "Yes. Of course. A million times and more yes!!!"
so YAY-pants for us!!!!
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lillie_:
Yay for love!!
qbug:
What the hell, how did I miss this?! YAY-pants indeed!!!! 



okay spent alot of yestreday with the lovely lady laura.
it was good. I'd forgotten how much I enjoyed being with her company... She makes me laugh and smile lots, which is what I need. I think I really love this girl alot. i wanna grab her and marry her, and keep her forever.... I mean... Everything about her just.... well... I'm attracted to it......
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missshell:
i think i just vomited
was my birthday on monday just gone... a whole 25. I made it so woo. go me.
Oh yeah got that job i was after which is a definate plus...
Tired.... just.... tired.
Oh yeah got that job i was after which is a definate plus...
Tired.... just.... tired.
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qbug:
Happy birthday Petey!
And congrats on your new job.
And congrats on your new job.
userrr33021:
Happy Birthday hunni... even tho i have tld you millions of times hehe
im so happy u got the job
hehe
lovers you loads!
xxxxx
im so happy u got the job
lovers you loads!
xxxxx