everything is crazy.
i never thought i'd be that girl i hated who complained about how many people wanted her. but hey, look at me now!
right now i know of 3 boys (possibly 4) who have feelings for me. and of course these are all boys who would want to be in a relationship. bah, i hate relationships. so now i'm just paranoid that i'm going to break all the hearts, because i destroy boys. and the problem is that these people are my friends, and i'd really rather not destroy my friends.
i started something with a friend of mine. i'm not sure what, exactly. but i kissed him the other night.
everything is weird. i don't know how to deal with all this, and i know i'm just going to fuck up and hurt someone or hurt everyone because that's what i do. bah.
i never thought i'd be that girl i hated who complained about how many people wanted her. but hey, look at me now!
right now i know of 3 boys (possibly 4) who have feelings for me. and of course these are all boys who would want to be in a relationship. bah, i hate relationships. so now i'm just paranoid that i'm going to break all the hearts, because i destroy boys. and the problem is that these people are my friends, and i'd really rather not destroy my friends.
i started something with a friend of mine. i'm not sure what, exactly. but i kissed him the other night.
everything is weird. i don't know how to deal with all this, and i know i'm just going to fuck up and hurt someone or hurt everyone because that's what i do. bah.
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Here's how it really is: Unlike some guys the only female friends that I have are ones i've dated before and I know I don't want to date again, or Girls that I know I won't date, or can't. being as wether or not they're lesbian or what not. I say, if they can't understand the hang up with relationships then they need to bail. Hearts may break but they brought it on themselves.
Here's how it really is: Unlike some guys the only female friends that I have are ones i've dated before and I know I don't want to date again, or Girls that I know I won't date, or can't. being as wether or not they're lesbian or what not. I say, if they can't understand the hang up with relationships then they need to bail. Hearts may break but they brought it on themselves.