people always told me be careful what you do. don't go around breaking young girls' hearts. and mother always told me be careful who you love. be careful what you do, 'cause the lie becomes the truth.
i had a really fun day yesterday. my friend and i went to seattle to visit my best friend. we ate at mama's, this really good mexi restaurant, and stopped by cellophane square, where i traded a few old cds for the belle and sebastian ep box set 'lazy line painter jane' for only $10. it makes me really happy.
i haven't seen my leslie...
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i haven't seen my leslie...
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digdug:
I love those early B&S singles. You should try to track down the single for "this is just a modern rock song". I don't know why Matador didn't include it when they made that set?!?
things are going okay for me. so why do i keep feeling this need to do harmful things to myself? nothing big, just little things. i had a dream about cutting last night. i haven't done that in a very long time, and i wouldn't want to start again. it's just a very strange feeling... very strange.
i'm not feeling like a worthwhile person right...
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i'm not feeling like a worthwhile person right...
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toreena:
I know what those dreams are like. Strange, and scary.
I know about cutting, too.
We should talk.
"I'm a lot like you, so please, hello, I'm here, I'm waiting,,,,,"
Heh.
I know about cutting, too.
We should talk.
"I'm a lot like you, so please, hello, I'm here, I'm waiting,,,,,"
Heh.
digdug:
Where's our friend erin?
hey kids. thanks for the advice and reassurance everyone. i think either things have calmed down for the moment, or i'm in denial. probably the latter.
i went to the gay pride parade in seattle on sunday. that was fun times, but i got a hardcore sunburn on my nose. i got to see my best friend, who i haven't seen in quite a while...
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i went to the gay pride parade in seattle on sunday. that was fun times, but i got a hardcore sunburn on my nose. i got to see my best friend, who i haven't seen in quite a while...
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Erin-
It seems as if some SGs parent's found out about the site and are being ridiculously controlling and invasive. Claudia has been forced to leave the site by her parents (but she promises to return as soon as she moves to LA) and Alice's parents seem to think that she is a prostitute or sucking dick on the web. Both mothers have reportedly been reading their daughter's journals online.
I think somewhat similar things have happened to other girls as well, but on a less drastic scale. Dia's mom found out, but Dia apparently did a fine job in explaining the empowering aspects of the site to her mom. The whole thing is just ridiculous and makes me mad.
You can read something about this epidemic at:
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/The%20Girls/937/
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/940/
also check Caludia's and Alice's homepage. You might have to go back a day or two on Alice's
See what happens when you are out having fun and not checking in with us.
It seems as if some SGs parent's found out about the site and are being ridiculously controlling and invasive. Claudia has been forced to leave the site by her parents (but she promises to return as soon as she moves to LA) and Alice's parents seem to think that she is a prostitute or sucking dick on the web. Both mothers have reportedly been reading their daughter's journals online.
I think somewhat similar things have happened to other girls as well, but on a less drastic scale. Dia's mom found out, but Dia apparently did a fine job in explaining the empowering aspects of the site to her mom. The whole thing is just ridiculous and makes me mad.
You can read something about this epidemic at:
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/The%20Girls/937/
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/940/
also check Caludia's and Alice's homepage. You might have to go back a day or two on Alice's
See what happens when you are out having fun and not checking in with us.
everything is crazy.
i never thought i'd be that girl i hated who complained about how many people wanted her. but hey, look at me now!
right now i know of 3 boys (possibly 4) who have feelings for me. and of course these are all boys who would want to be in a relationship. bah, i hate relationships. so now i'm just paranoid that...
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i never thought i'd be that girl i hated who complained about how many people wanted her. but hey, look at me now!
right now i know of 3 boys (possibly 4) who have feelings for me. and of course these are all boys who would want to be in a relationship. bah, i hate relationships. so now i'm just paranoid that...
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ethanbradek:
Guys are like that, they tend to think of friendships with girls as an insurance policy for the future. When things aren't going so great on the playing field, just show up as that really great friend that had feelings for the girl all along, awww so sweet. blegh
Here's how it really is: Unlike some guys the only female friends that I have are ones i've dated before and I know I don't want to date again, or Girls that I know I won't date, or can't. being as wether or not they're lesbian or what not. I say, if they can't understand the hang up with relationships then they need to bail. Hearts may break but they brought it on themselves.
Here's how it really is: Unlike some guys the only female friends that I have are ones i've dated before and I know I don't want to date again, or Girls that I know I won't date, or can't. being as wether or not they're lesbian or what not. I say, if they can't understand the hang up with relationships then they need to bail. Hearts may break but they brought it on themselves.
ethanbradek:
Guys are like that, they tend to think of friendships with girls as an insurance policy for the future. When things aren't going so great on the playing field, just show up as that really great friend that had feelings for the girl all along, awww so sweet. blegh
Here's how it really is: Unlike some guys the only female friends that I have are ones i've dated before and I know I don't want to date again, or Girls that I know I won't date, or can't. being as wether or not they're lesbian or what not. I say, if they can't understand the hang up with relationships then they need to bail. Hearts may break but they brought it on themselves.
Here's how it really is: Unlike some guys the only female friends that I have are ones i've dated before and I know I don't want to date again, or Girls that I know I won't date, or can't. being as wether or not they're lesbian or what not. I say, if they can't understand the hang up with relationships then they need to bail. Hearts may break but they brought it on themselves.
i had a really awesome night last night. i went to a show of justin foulkes and the monthly cardinal, and my renee opened for them. she sang a song about me =)
but yeah, justin foulkes is one of the most amazing musicians i know, and one of the coolest people in the whole world. it was so great, they played many songs i...
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but yeah, justin foulkes is one of the most amazing musicians i know, and one of the coolest people in the whole world. it was so great, they played many songs i...
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eris:
wow. the boy situation seems like a whole lot of trouble. haha, you must really want to do it with him to go through all of that........ i would stay away from boys with partners and wait it out until he's living without the girl...
... aren't you glad i popped in to give you advice you didn't ask for? *grin*
xoxo
-eris.
... aren't you glad i popped in to give you advice you didn't ask for? *grin*
xoxo
-eris.
okay kids, i've got a little story for you. don't know why it just came to me. perhaps because i'm having a very bitter day. very very bitter.
once upon a time, shortly after i got my first nipple piercing, i went to a concert of a shitty band, and decided to flash said shitty band because at that time i was flashing anything and...
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once upon a time, shortly after i got my first nipple piercing, i went to a concert of a shitty band, and decided to flash said shitty band because at that time i was flashing anything and...
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digdug:
I love small tits too!
You remember what Farmer Ted (Anthony Michael-Hall) said in Sixteen Candles don't you? Well, maybe you don't, you were only 1year old when it was released. Anyway, it was: "Anything bigger than a handful, your risking a tongue strain." Words I have lived by ever since.
Have you heard Smokey and Miho(from Cibo Matto) yet? It's really sweet nova bossa-nova. They are going on tour and I know they will be in LA next month, you should see them if they come to yer town.
You remember what Farmer Ted (Anthony Michael-Hall) said in Sixteen Candles don't you? Well, maybe you don't, you were only 1year old when it was released. Anyway, it was: "Anything bigger than a handful, your risking a tongue strain." Words I have lived by ever since.
Have you heard Smokey and Miho(from Cibo Matto) yet? It's really sweet nova bossa-nova. They are going on tour and I know they will be in LA next month, you should see them if they come to yer town.
kentavos:
Damn! That band sucks and I don't even know who they are! Good luck getting laid. 8-)
had to get online for a moment and write about the dream i just had.
i don't remember anything very distinctly, i just remember that sg was a class project made by an elementary school class. and -the best part- there was a little 10-year-old black kid who went by the alias of 'macbastard'. that's right mac, i'm dreamin about you! i think some bitch...
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i don't remember anything very distinctly, i just remember that sg was a class project made by an elementary school class. and -the best part- there was a little 10-year-old black kid who went by the alias of 'macbastard'. that's right mac, i'm dreamin about you! i think some bitch...
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entropy:
Hey little girl... is your mommy home?
Somebody shoot me!
Somebody shoot me!
requiem:
...three names for two girls? Grotesque wantonness!
so now i'm home. woo. i was seriously expecting to get some calls today, since all of my friends have been waiting for me to get home, and i got quite a few calls yesterday before i was home. but today, absolutely nothin. and now i'm completely killing any chance i had of getting a call back because i'm online. fuckin dial-up. i'm rather annoyed...
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dearest peoples--
i am in the midst of cleaning/packing. it is not fun times. perhaps this is why i put it off 'til like 6 hours before my mom gets here.
my little treat to myself for making it halfway through was to have a little computer time. i had to turn it off if i was going to get anything accomplished. i am a...
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i am in the midst of cleaning/packing. it is not fun times. perhaps this is why i put it off 'til like 6 hours before my mom gets here.
my little treat to myself for making it halfway through was to have a little computer time. i had to turn it off if i was going to get anything accomplished. i am a...
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eris:
aloha! you asked about neutral milk hotel and i'll tell you that have long since been one of my favorites. they called themselves "fuzz folk" which is kind of accurate in a wierd way. you can go to insound.com and download an mp3 i'm sure. but if not try epitonic.com...
in anycase, from what you have listed i think you'll dig 'em. and what is white cranberry peach juice?
in anycase, from what you have listed i think you'll dig 'em. and what is white cranberry peach juice?
macbastard:
Little miss hate...you have earened my love and respect today for eating the vivran...I too am an acoylete of the V.
Macweeeeee!
Macweeeeee!
fuck packing. i'm going to see bratmobile. i'll get it done...somehow. i'm sure i've got one all-nighter left in me...
...or not. my friend just called. i am not going to see bratmobile. oh well. meh.
...or not. my friend just called. i am not going to see bratmobile. oh well. meh.
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requiem:
I'd offer to help you pack, but I'm going to bed.
(P.S. As far as Simpsons quotes go, that one was pretty obscure. I'm suitably impressed that you caught it!)
(P.S. As far as Simpsons quotes go, that one was pretty obscure. I'm suitably impressed that you caught it!)
hatefulerin:
*swoon*
i've already applied, i just need to take pictures and send them in.
but you can abduct me anyway. =)
i've already applied, i just need to take pictures and send them in.
but you can abduct me anyway. =)
i want to go see bratmobile tonite. but i probably can't, because i haven't even started packing yet. christ how i irritate myself.
today is graduation, so there's all kinds of hoopla going on on campus. i think i told my friend matt that i'd go and heckle him, but i completely forgot about all of this until i went out to buy cigarettes and...
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today is graduation, so there's all kinds of hoopla going on on campus. i think i told my friend matt that i'd go and heckle him, but i completely forgot about all of this until i went out to buy cigarettes and...
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requiem:
So you track me down all the way back to my profile to continue giving me a hard time about going to bed? You're like some sort of...non...giving-up...school guy! Sheesh! I strongly believe in the three B's: Beer, Bed, and 'Bation. Limiting any one decreases your enjoyment of the others.
hatefulerin:
way to quote the simpsons!